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The good, the bad and the ugly! (Vent)

HeatherPB1020HeatherPB1020 member
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The good thing is that I have finally lost track of how many weeks it has been since the m/c.  I was not sure that this would ever happen...Plus, I am finally looking forward to trying again.

The bad is that I still cannot stop thinking about the pg I should be... 20 weeks... I just keep thinking about all the I should be doing right now.  I feel silly... but I can't help it.  I am hopful that I will get my BFP somtime in Feb/March, but it feeling like forever from now.  

The ugly... well thats easy... Sometimes I freak out for no reason and break into the ugly cry... You know the one.... where you can't stop and your nose runs, your chest hurts.... Yeah.. That one.  

Thanks for listening girls. 

 

~Married- 10.20.2007~ TTC Since- 4.3.2009 ~BFP#1- 8.25.2009 ~ Missed M/C and D&C-10.9.2009 ~BFP#2-8.12.2010 ~ EDD- 4.20.2011~ It
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  • triple_sevenstriple_sevens member

    Here's hoping the good outweighs the other two soon. We can't wish them away, but we can try to shift the balance!

    I've got my fingers crossed for your Feb/March BFP :)

    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

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  • SonadoraSonadora member

    I'm sorry and I totally understand.

    I was supposed to be 18 weeks this weekend...my ILs are here and the plan was they were going to help us set up the nursery this week while they were here. So that was a bit rough to deal with last night when I picked them up from the aiprort and thought about how cheerful and happy this was supposed to be.

     I hope Feb/March is your time! I'm hoping for an end of January/beginning of Feb. BFP myself.

    BFP #1 9/23/09. Missed MC 10w3d D&C 11/3/09.

    BFP #2 4/13/10. Bridget born 12/28/10

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  • babygirlpriestbabygirlpriest

    I never really tracked how many weeks post m/c I was but I remember so clearly the day I realized I didn't know exactly how many weeks/days pregnant I SHOULD have been.

    I burst into tears and cried for a good hour cause I felt like I had betrayed my babies by not knowing that. After my minor (ok total) meltdown I actually felt pretty good. I knew it was a significant milestone for me.

    Oh, and the random hysterical sobs... yep... still right there with ya.

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