TTC After a Loss

And another one.....

Another SIL is pg. Why do they get two and I can't even have one???? I can't take much more. I'm happy for her but my heart is just broken. I feel like a whiney baby for venting so much lately.

ETA: I've tried so hard not to be mad and bitter but now I'm pissed. I think bitterness is flowing from me.

TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

Re: And another one.....

  • Ahhhh, yes.  My in-laws are all very fertile.  3 nieces from one SIL (who is my age), 1 and 1 from the other.  The third from the one SIL was born the day of my 2nd laparoscopy for my endo.  How ironic.  I love my nieces and nephew, but, it definitely stings!
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  • I completely understand. ((((hugs)))

    My SIL (ex-bff) is ku and due in like 4-5 wks. It's mean, I know, but I really just don't want to see her, be around her, talk to her-----just can't handle it right now.

     

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