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I've channeled my frustration

MSC03MSC03 member
in TTC After a Loss

Into typing for almost three hours solid and finally posted a birth story in my blog.

If you have time to kill (because seriously... It's long) and are curious, it's done and posted.

And if not... I totally understand.

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  • Scout05Scout05 member
    Thank you for sharing your story. I think you are an amazing person to be able to write that down and let others in to see it.
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  • roxyttandmeroxyttandme member

    Ohh, MSC... It is beautiful. It reminded me so much of my delivery and holding Haleigh. It brought tears to my eyes...

    I wish I were there right now to give you a big (((hug))) !

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  • BabyRN2009BabyRN2009 member
    OMG, I'm crying now!  Thank you for sharing your story, it was beautiful and it sounds like Jude was beautiful too!  (((HUGS)))
    BFP #1 - 2/1/09-mc 2/5/09 @4wks
    BFP #2 - 6/24/09-mc 7/25/09 @8wks
    6/09 Dx w/PCOS--Metformin & Progesterone
    8/09 Dx w/Compound Hetero MTHFR--Neevo, Metanx & BA
    BFP #3 - 1/11/10 - DD1 born 9/16/10 @39w4d, 8lbs 14oz & 20in.
    Heparin from BFP to 34wks.
    BFP #4 - 10/4/11 - DD2 born 6/2/12 @38w1d, 8lbs 11oz & 21in.
    Same med protocol as last time, but heparin continued until delivery.
    BFP #5 - 3/30/14, EDC 12/10/14!!
    Beta #1-76 (12dpo), Beta #2-238 (14dpo)
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  • lax15bsulax15bsu member
    You are an absolutely amazing and strong woman. Thank you for sharing... That was written beautifully and so heartbreaking.
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  • denise_mdenise_m

    I am so, so sorry you had to go through that.  I completely and totally bawled my eyes out.

     

     

    *On a side note, there is a lovely organization that creates christening gowns for angels taken too soon out of donated Wedding Gowns.  I've made it a habit to find and buy them from thrift shops to donate.  I think it's amazing what a gift these women can give.

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    BFP #2 Matthew pPROM 23w5d 06-03-07, b/33 weeks 8-6-07, d/10-15-07 SIDS,
    BFP #3 m/c 8 weeks 2/20/09, BFP #4 m/c no hb 6w4d, m/c 9w4d, D&C 11w2d, BFP #5 C/P 12/18/09 after BFP- 9dpo
    BFP #6 Samantha- 11-9-10
    BFP #7 4/20/12 21 DPO beta: 2382 29 DPO beta: 23000! HB 6w2d 116 bpm due Christmas day!
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  • rjl07rjl07
    I am so sorry that you had to go through that, but thank you so much for sharing.  It is a beautiful tribute to Jude.  You and your DH are incredibly strong.
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  • stacieann15stacieann15 member
    Jude sounds like a beautiful little girl who is so LOVED. I am so sorry for your loss.
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  • triple_sevenstriple_sevens member
    I'll check it out tonight. Thank you for sharing Jude with all of us and giving us a glimpse of her life.
    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

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  • jennsadye1979jennsadye1979
    Your story touched my heart. Thank you.
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  • JamieFLJamieFL

    MSC, the first thing I thought was "I need to give her a hug".  Your reflections brought tears to my eyes.  Your husband's acceptance also brought me to tears - just the act of him wanting to see how she felt on his chest.

    I'm so very very sorry for the loss of your precious Jude.  Your words will allow her to be carried in the hearts of everyone that reads your family's story.  She'll be in mine and prayers sent to her as your beloved angel.

    Thank you.

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