TTC After a Loss

I am officially crazy

And I can't believe I sucked some of you into my f**king crazy hole with me.

I woke up today, took my temp, down .1, and decided not to test since it went down.  Instead just for sh*ts and giggles, I wiped before I peed, and surely enough the tissue was browny pink, and I had a couple spots later on in the afternoon  F F F F F F F'iddy F F F.

Word to the wise, don't listen to my crap rambling again.  I feel like such an idiot.

Marie, wife to Ron, mom to DS

Re: I am officially crazy

  • I'm so sorry. What a way to start your morning {{hugs}}
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  • I'm so sorry.
    DD(9)DD(5.5)DS(3)DS(born 2/1/11) July 2006, lost a baby at 8 weeks, natural miscarriage , May 2009 lost Zoe Eliana at 17 weeks no reason known, possible under developed organs. Lost two more babies in September 2009 at 7 wks 4 days. Had myomectomy surgery to remove a large fibroid in November 2009.
  • I am really sorry.

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  • I'm sorry. And I'm right there with you!
    Mommy to Alden, born May 19, 2007 - best birthday present ever! natural m/c October 20, 2008 at 8w1d BFP April 4, 2009! Missed m/c discovered May 1, 2009 D&C May 12,2009 BFP March 3, 2010 Chemical pregnancy BFP May 25, 2010 Elias Derek born January 26, 2011! Surprise BFP October 24, 2012 Missed m/c confirmed Nov 26 D&C Nov 30 Surprise BFP February 13, 2013
  • oh no, that stinks so bad.  i'm sorry. 
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  • Honey you are not an idiot.  We have all been there and want to see that line so badly.  I think it makes us all a little crazy.  I am so sorry you are disappointed this morning but I am hoping that this cycle is it for you.  Hugs!

     

    BFP 8/26/09, Missed M/C 9 weeks 5 days BFP 2/03/12, M/C 2/13/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker BabyFruit Ticker
  • Ugh, I'm sorry Marie.  I would have had my hopes up if I were you, too.  Effing blue dye.
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    4 early losses 2009, 2010, 2015.  Baby #1 born 2/13/11.  
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    Ugh, I'm sorry Marie.  I would have had my hopes up if I were you, too.  Effing blue dye.

    Word.

  • I'm sorry Marie, I just came on to check on you. Your not crazy, when you want something so badly it affects everything. Hang in there!
  • I'm sorry :(
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  • ((hugs))
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  • that sucks. don't feel like an idiot. that test was a mind fvck!
  • Those tests just blow.  I'm so sorry, and I'm right there with you today. 

    CD1.  I finally admitted that after buying a FRER and wasting it, thinking that I was experiencing "implantation bleeding".

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  • Honey, you're not crazy.  I would be just as upset as you.  You can ramble on here anytime.  We're here for you.  {{hugs}}
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