why am i freaking out?

4realyo · December 2009

DH is upstairs in the nursery giving our little girl her very first bottle of BM. Or atleast he is trying. I have no clue how its going. I only put 2 oz in the bottle and he has been up there much longer than I typically nurse. I tried pumping while he was doing it but only got 1.5 oz, probably because I feel incredibly tense or maybe cuz I dont have a lot of milk in the evenings I dont know. I have no clue why I am freaking out about this. I wanted to wait to give her a bottle & now Im scared I waited too long or she wont need me anymore. Ugh. I hope this goes well.