I hate how the grief hits me without warning...I had a great day today, a massage (thoroughly recommend a hot stone massage, lunch with a friend and got fabric for the next sewing project) then DH and I went to the mall to get a couple of gifts....and suddenly I feel like I could just burst into tears right in the middle of the mall. I didn't see any kids and I don't know why, but suddenly I just felt this overwhelming sadness. Anyway, I'm home now with a glass of wine, hoping that it will chase the blues away.
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Re: feeling blue...
4 losses (cp Feb 28 09, mc April 9 09 (5w5d), mc Aug 10 09 (7w1d), d&c Apr 12 10 (grew to 6w3d, mc confirmed at 8w5d). RX: Overies PCOS (hormones normal) & Balanced Translocation of Ch. 7 & 13 (40-50% mc risk)
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Sorry.
I can so relate. The second I think I'm getting better, it hits.
(hugs)
Ugh, I'm sorry dear. Those moments catch us all every once and awhile.
((hugs))
For some reason the hardest time for me was three months after my loss. I don't know why. Maybe before then it was just so new and surreal and I was focused on healing physically and TTC again. At three months it just seemed to hit me. The worst of it only lasted a few weeks. I hope that you'll feel better soon.