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::::madelyn:::

AuburnBride06AuburnBride06
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Hey girl. How are you? As you can see from my ridiculous previous post, I am in a terribly low mood right now. Being at work is just not helping with all the crap that is going on with my head. I was fine this morning but I am so sick of having to talk to people or having to listen to people or their conversations that don't involve me. I dont want to answer anyone and I have almost resorted to not even acting like I care.

How was your Thanksgiving? How did it go with your dad and the ILs? I hope you had a good break. 18 more days and we blow this place for a while.  Has it been crazy busy for you?  I am looking out the window and it looks like total sh!t outside. I guess it fits the mood.

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  • madelyn07madelyn07 member

    Hello my dear! I am so sorry for all that you are going through :(

    I can not wait to get away from here for awhile! I walked sooooooo slowly from the parking deck this morning, trying to "pro long" break.

    My Thanksgiving was ok. My in-laws were a nightmare, of course. Just the stuff that they can find to complain about totally blows my mind. And just the total and utter lack of care that they feel for me and my dogs, unreal. It was great to see my dad and his g/f though! It was my dad's first Auburn game and he had a great time!

    Work has been insane for me and will continue to be for a long, long time. Right now it is our department's busy time but my busy time (within the parameters of my OWN work) starts in the spring but I'm busy working on everyone else's work right now.

    I haven't even looked outside or been outside since I got to work this morning. I've heard it was supposed to be pretty nasty though.

    I'm in the same type of mood that you are...just really sad, down and blah about everything. I thought I was handling our break really well until last night on Facebook I saw a girl I went to high school with who is not married, has no education, lives with her mom, complains about all of the "problems" in her life and how the world has just dealt her with the worst possible hand, is pregnant with twins. No chance in he** they were ART twins considering. I just totally broke down and cried for the rest of the night and it has carried over into today.

    TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

    TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

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  • AuburnBride06AuburnBride06

    Oh man, I am so sorry about the chick on Facebook. That's one of the reasons I don't have it. That is the last thing I need. 

    I think one of my problems is that everyday seems to be the same thing. Same food. Same worries. Everyday is all about IF and our losses. I just want to go to Miami and escape for a while. We will be visiting DH's family but they are great, so I am hoping it is a stress free vaca. The only thing I am worried about is that I know I am going to have to see my BIL's baby. She is 1 year old and we have never seen her. My BIL knocked his girlfriend up, then they broke up and then I guess they are back together because he loves the baby so much. I am just really worried of not being able to act happy, and I do not want to cause fights because I act like a bitter B!tch about his baby. DH would not be happy with me.

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    I hope you do have a stress free vacation and have a great time! Good luck with the baby....so sorry you have to deal with that! Luckily both of my brothers are done having babies. I know DH's sister and her husband know they will have problems but they aren't even certain they want kids. But I'm really scared that his cousin and his wife will have an announcement soon.

    But I'm not even sure we are going back home for Christmas now. I have to come in one day during break for like 3 hours and my boss won't tell me when so I haven't been able to book flights yet. And I do NOT want to drive. And I also don't want to pay a ridiculous amount of money to fly home for just a few days. And we want to go to the bowl game. I just wish my boss would tell me when exactly I have to be here...I hate that I'm in limbo for 3 freakin' hours.

     

    TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

    TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

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