if you or someone you know suffered from postpartum depression....

pearly1 · November 2009

When did it surface? And was it sudden or gradual?

I've had a few "bad days" recently but woke up at 5 this morning bumming hard about things that I usually manage not to think about. All day I've felt cloudy, and this evening at the grocery I found myself thinking life would be so much easier to deal with if a car would just strike me down dead in the parking lot. Not a serious wish or anything, but not the kind of thought that usually pops into my head. All day whenever J fusses, I've pretty much ignored him and DH has totally taken over. It's like I'm too tired/foggy/dull/sad to even react. I'm really upset that this is happening - I was hoping I had made it through the danger period without any problems.

I guess I'll call my doctor tomorrow. Did anybody take meds for it? I've been on wellbutrin in the past - does anyone know if it (or what) is compatible with breastfeeding?

TIA

KNemo · November 2009

I had it briefly during Max's first couple months. I didn't need to be medicated, but I did need to go to therapy. It would come and go too. I have some bad moments, from time to time, but nothing like what I had in the beginning.

It never hurts to talk to someone. You should definately contact a counselor. You don't want to let it drag out, if you don't have to. I am sorry you are feeling this way Anne.

BTW, your siggy is WONDERFUL!!

CDMay2006 · November 2009

I don't know if pp depression could be compounded by low light (SAD or even low vitamin d, etc), but you might talk to your dr about that, too, given how dark it is this time of year. I hope you find a therapist you like!
And your signature picture is the BEST EVER!!!

Anita_69 · November 2009

I don't have any real words of wisdom. I just wanted to say I'm sorry you are feeling the way you do. I LOVE the pic of J!!

mwhite5283 · November 2009

I've had some similar experiences lately (Gigi is 5 months now). I hope you get a chance to talk to someone and whatever course of action is best for you - Hugs!

MissLauraQ · November 2009

I agree with everyone. Look into S.A.D. - I had that really bad when I lived in Seattle ( a reason we left) - I got a sun lamp (sold at costco) and it helped but so did the anti-depressants. Take vitamin D too.

pixelvixen · November 2009

I'm really sorry you're not feeling like yourself! Definitely talk to your OB and/or family doc about it, they can prescribe you something that will not affect your supply. I was on welbutrin and I think it might have affected my supply with Payton, but I was also on it with Ryan and I am pretty sure I had much more milk than the first time. Hang in there mama.

Your picture of Jamie is too cute for words. LOVE IT

Seattle_JiLLn · November 2009

It can come on any time in the first year... I really think I battled it on and off without really knowing it. and when Ben was about 14 months old, I was feeling pretty shitty... I finally went to therapy for a while. This time, I hope I recognize it earlier if it happens again...

I hope you feel better soon.

Mrs.State746 · November 2009

I suffered from PPD after Tristen was born but it was right away pretty much. Mine wasn't a normal case, I felt bonded to Tristen I just had anxiety of being alone with him. I also had a traumatic experience with Breast Feeding that pushed me over the edge. My OB put me on Prozac and I went to counseling. I only took the meds for 5 weeks because the counseling helped me heal. Having a few bad days I would say is normal, if you feel like you are drowning in bad days, I suggest going to talk to someone. I can't tell you the benefits from counseling and how it really is for everyone!

llking_2984 · November 2009

I'm so sorry you are going through this. I went though depression before I was pregnant and a lot the last few months whie PG and thought it would happen now. I was on meds before being PG and tge hormones helped even me out but talking to someone and communicating with my OB really helped too. I know its hard but the fact that you notice it and know you need to get some help is the first step. Hang in there.

P.S. Baby J is so cute in your siggy pic! Where did you find that adorable hat?

Mysticblossom21 · November 2009

I still battle with it, but PPD reared its ugly head when DD was about 4 weeks old. I felt like the first month was like being on a non-stop high and then all of the sudden, things completely changed. I did talk to my OB and took Zoloft for awhile. I'm not taking it anymore, but it did help.

Good Luck

IkesHawaiian06 · November 2009

I have totally felt how you feel. Talk to someone. Don't just assume it'll go away. It took me over a year to talk to someone and by then I was having serious anxiety attacks. My doctor prescribed xantax (however it's spelled) for the anxiety attacks, but I haven't had to use them since I've gotten them, I think it's just knowing that they're there. But between my doctor and a counselor, I've been much better.

Good luck! I know that it's hard to deal with PPD and the feelings it brings. Please let us know if you ever need anything.

pearly1 · November 2009

Thanks ladies. I have an appt with my midwife on Thursday - I'll ask her about meds affecting supply. Thanks Kim, I didn't think of that.

And I have been horrible about taking both my vit D and my omega 3's. I know bout those can affect the ol' noggin.

Thanks for your help.

keri1013 · November 2009

I am late to this post and the previous posters all gave good advice. Just wanted to say I'm glad you're talking to your midwife, and I hope she is able to help you come with a good plan of attack. We are here any time!

ttgcole · November 2009

I am suffering from it right now and I agree that talking to someone is a great idea. I am currently on Welbutrin, Effexor, and Xanax. I also see a therapist.

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