Today makes a year since my Dad died. I knew today would be hard but I was kinda thinking the anticipation would be worse than the actual day. I was wrong.
I'm trying to keep myself busy because doing the whole "happy memories" thing failed miserably. DH & I sat down to look through a photo album and I got to page three, started bawling, then puked. I'm a stress puker. And I'd rather not spend all day puking.
So, whatever you can spare would be appreciated.
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T&Ps from us for you, too!!
today seems like its gonna be a rough day for alot of people...
Mother's Day, 2011
I'm sorry honey... I recently dealt with the 1 yr mark of my mothers death. I however, did not spend the day trying to remember happy memories bc I knew I would lose it. Not a good mix with the pregnancy hormones.
I just tried to go about the day as usual, but did have several meltdowns..
Just hang in there, things will get better and just try to divert your thoughts to a happier subject when thinking of him. That helps me "somewhat"
HUGS!!
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My heart goes out to you - I'm sending you healing thoughts and lots of prayers.
The only thing I can offer as insight is when I'm really sad about my loss, I go to an exceptionally quiet place and light a candle and focus on that light and heat and use that as a source to talk to her. Even if no words are spoken, that reflection and "space" for just her and me helps.
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I am so sorry. Many thoughts and prayers for you.
I remember the first anniversary of my mother's death all too well. It was so difficult no matter how I tried to prepare myself to deal with it. I cried all day long. It gets easier in time, but for now just do what you need to do to cope. Take care of yourself, and I hope that tomorrow is a brighter day for you. {{HUGS}}
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I'm sorry. I hope your day improved and you found peace.