TTC After a Loss

Can we talk about how much I am not looking forward to Christmas?

Oh and this is a total vent that no one needs to respond to if they don't want. Don't feel obligated or anything. 

Let's see where to begin? I used to love Christmas. I kept our stocking up for a full year once because I like them. Last year we had our first u/s on Christmas Eve and found out about the m/c. Wort. Christmas. Ever.

Therefore I am boycotting this Christmas. I was supposed to have a baby here for Christmas or at least be pregnant. Nope, nada, nothing. Why? Because my ute is a biitch.

No tree, no decorations. We will be decorating my surfboard or the casket (yeah you read that right) this year just so we have something to put presents under. We are only having Christmas dinner because the in-laws are coming up. 

Ugh! Ok, vent over. Thanks for listening....er....reading. 

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Re: Can we talk about how much I am not looking forward to Christmas?

  • I don't blame you. 

    Boycott away!

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  • Do what you have to do!  I totally understand!
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  • You are so totally invited over for dinner. . .

    and drinks.

     

  • imagegrr_aargh:

    You are so totally invited over for dinner. . .

    and drinks.

     

    Yeah, Denver isn't that far away. As long as I can get through the desolate wasteland that is Nevada and then the cold as a witches tity Rockies, I am there! 

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  • I am sorry that Christmas is haunted by such a bad memory for you (((HUGS)))

    Now what is this talk of a casket?
    Is it a year round thing in your house?
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    I am sorry that Christmas is haunted by such a bad memory for you (((HUGS)))

    Now what is this talk of a casket?
    Is it a year round thing in your house?

    Hell yeah it is year round. My dad is a mortician and for Halloween last year he got a really pretty wood casket that has a glass front (well, half of it), It is really old and unique. We have it standing in our front room and are going to make a show case out of it (glass shelves with under lighting).

    We are weird, what can I say? My grandma has a casket in her living room too. 

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  • No No not weird
    Unique, yes, but not weird
    What else would a morticians daughter have?
    Actually making a cabinet out of it sounds pretty cool
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  • Everyone that sees it has to ask what it is. I have to do the speel "We don't know how old it is. We think it is from Mexico. We don't know if it is used or not" blah, blah, blah
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    imageAddicted2Thenot:
    I am sorry that Christmas is haunted by such a bad memory for you (((HUGS)))

    Now what is this talk of a casket?
    Is it a year round thing in your house?

    Hell yeah it is year round. My dad is a mortician and for Halloween last year he got a really pretty wood casket that has a glass front (well, half of it), It is really old and unique. We have it standing in our front room and are going to make a show case out of it (glass shelves with under lighting).

    We are weird, what can I say? My grandma has a casket in her living room too. 

    Saw a show on HGTV once where these people had caskets.  One was a coffee table and one was a bookshelf.  (Two different couples)  Anyway, they planned to use them when they died. 

  • Can I come to your house for Christmas PLEASE?

    We were supposed to tell the family about the pg on Christmas . . . and my SIL is like 6 months pg.

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