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I hate this feeling

shall923shall923 member
in TTC After a Loss

I feel like groundhog day is my life. I start the month out thinking this is our month. Then as the time gets closer to AF I start to lose hope. I keep saying I won't test but I know I will breakdown and do it. After the BFN, I begin the disappointment and sadness stage of my groundhog day month. Our anniversary is tomorrow and I thought about testing in the morning so I can drink without guilt at dinner. But I just hate to be disappointed on our anniversary.

Add to it that the holidays seem to be very sad to me right now. I don't even want to go home to visit family. The idea just depresses me. Vent over.

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  • ShellShockedMamaShellShockedMama member
    Aw, I'm sorry. This is a sucky process. And its exactly why I'm not charting next month. I don't want to think about ttcing and getting down during the holidays. For this month, I'm going to try to appreciate what I have. It's hard though b/c all I can think about is the one thing I don't have. I guess I don't have any advice, just wanted to let you know you're not alone. (((Hugs)))
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  • californiastarscaliforniastars member
    I'm sorry. I know how you feel. It just keeps going and going and going. 
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  • swanckswanck

    Hang in there girl!  Even that crappy movie has a good ending. 

    :::big hugs:::

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  • shall923shall923 member
    imageswanck:

    Hang in there girl!  Even that crappy movie has a good ending. 

    :::big hugs:::

    Good point. It is nice to know I am not alone. Although, I hate that any of us are here. 

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    imageshall923:
    imageswanck:

    Hang in there girl!  Even that crappy movie has a good ending. 

    :::big hugs:::

    Good point. It is nice to know I am not alone. Although, I hate that any of us are here. 

    You are never alone on TTCAL!  Like it or not!  Wink

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