Thanks for your message. I know just how you feel. We were going to share our news tomorrow with our family and now I just want the day to go by like a regular day. I am grateful for so much in my life but I'm not ready to be happy again. I am still hurting and am going through the anger too. I told one of my closest friends today that she really hurt me by not being there for me while I'm going through the greatest pain of my life. She apologized and said she doesn't know how to show her emotions well and that she does love me. It made me feel a little better but I still get disappointed when people don't give me what I need to get through this.
Tomorrow my MIL and SIL are coming over with food for us, but DH says he can't even sit at the dinner table because he feels so sad still. I hope that this gets easier by Christmas because I usually love the holidays...Anyway, hang in there and I'm here for you if you need to talk!
My girlfriends call me and text me always asking how I am and if I want to go shopping or go get some coffee but it's so hard. I haven't seen any of my friends yet. I have such a hard time seeing my family that I can barely even think of going out with my friends. Eventually I know that I will and should soon but I hate to "fake" smile and be happy..it sometimes maks me feel worse. Your poor husband...it's so hard for them. I thank God for my FH every day because without him it'd be much harder. This has definitly brought us closer and made our love stronger but it's unfortunate that it had to be because of this. I hope you have the best day possible and I'm sure it'll be bette by Christmas...I sure hope so too. I love the holidays as well. Have a good one..
*11/20/2009*D&C*Angel Baby*
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Tomorrow my MIL and SIL are coming over with food for us, but DH says he can't even sit at the dinner table because he feels so sad still. I hope that this gets easier by Christmas because I usually love the holidays...Anyway, hang in there and I'm here for you if you need to talk!