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AnnaMaria73AnnaMaria73
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hi everyone....i'm so sad to be joining this group, but you guys seem to be very supportive! about three weeks ago i went to the ER b/c i was having terrible pains on my left side and i was bleeding. I found out i had an ovarian cyst that had burst and also that i was a few days pregnant, DH and I were so excited! I've waited my whole life to have a baby! I thought i was lucky to find out so early! i hadn't even missed my period. I went out the next day and bought baby clothes even though everyone told me not to. well last week i got a terrible headache and i started to spot. I thought it was just implantation bleeding so i didn't worry to much. All night i had terrible cramps. I started bleeding heavy the next morning. I knew what was happening, but part of my didn't want to accept it. I got blood work and my hcg was at 3. I've never felt this way in my life! I cry myself to sleep every night. I don't know if i'll ever be happy :( I know i wasn't pregnant that long, but i had already started to love that baby. I feel like a part of me is missing. I don't know what to do.

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  • Emmy722Emmy722 member
    The ladies here are amazig and you've come to the right place to help grieve/ask questions.... l loved my little baby from the first time I got that BFP and it is the worst heart wrenching pain ever to deal with and no words make the pain go away.  But I am praying for you and so very sorry for your loss.  **HUGS**
    *11/20/2009*D&C*Angel Baby* BFP on 5/6/2010*My Birthday Surprise* My life changed forever 1/12/2011 Dominic Orlando Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • SonadoraSonadora member
    I'm very sorry for your loss.
    BFP #1 9/23/09. Missed MC 10w3d D&C 11/3/09.

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  • AnnaMaria73AnnaMaria73
    thanks! I'm glad i can talk to people who know how i feel. Do you know how to get my due date off of my web page? I hate seeing how far along i would be and all that stuff.
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  • Emmy722Emmy722 member

    You can delete it by going to edit your profile then theres a section where you can delete or add a child as horrible as it sounds

    *11/20/2009*D&C*Angel Baby* BFP on 5/6/2010*My Birthday Surprise* My life changed forever 1/12/2011 Dominic Orlando Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • andrea zandrea z
    I am so sorry for your loss dear.  This board has been amazing since I lost my boys.
    IVF cycle 1-BPF!
    9/13/09-Twin boys born at 23 weeks due to Pprom.
    Ethan and Jacob-our beautiful angel babies lived for 11 minutes and 23 hours.
    Single embryo FET 12/2009-BFP! Blake born 8/2010 at 39 weeks after 36 hours of labor and an emergency c section < IVF 2- BPF! Due April 27th Our Story
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  • jennsadye1979jennsadye1979
    I'm very sorry for your loss. A pregancy is a pregnancy, do not be ashamed of mourning your unborn baby. I hope you are able to find comfort here, the women of this board have losses of all stages, but we all share a common thread, and we support each other.
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  • sunsetlovesunsetlove member
    so sorry for your loss..((HUGS)))
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers BFP 2# 7/5/09,EDD:3/26/10,MC:9/23/09. We Miss our Lucky Charm.
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  • lenabethlenabeth
    So sorry for your loss.  you are welcome to share your thoughts, frustrations, good days and bad days here.  These women are AMAZING!  Sorry you have to be here, but hope we can help you during this time.
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  • MaryYVRMaryYVR member

    So sorry for your loss.  Everyone here knows how painful it is.  The support and knowing that you're not alone in how you're feeling is amazing.

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    Mary

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  • RNCCRN9706RNCCRN9706
    I'm so sorry for your loss.  I too had a miscarriage myself just last week at 6w2d.  I was just getting used to the idea of being pregnant when my baby was taken from me.  The night I was in the ER, my beta was only 35 and nothing was seen on ultrasound, not even a sac.  My deepest sympathies to you..prayers coming your way.
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  • marrie2himonlymarrie2himonly
    I am so sorry for your loss.  You are right...it does feel like a part of you is missing...I feel the same.  Hugs.
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