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Toddlers: 12 - 24 Months
lanie30
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Awful.
lanie30
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Josephine is 4.
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Re: Awful.
The Mouse ~ 06.12.08 | The Froggy ~ 02.23.11
It's beyond awful. I'm always extra nervous when Jo gets sick. On edge, can't sleep. This momma did everything right, everything in her power.
Unfair is exactly right.
I can't even imagine what she must be going through. I don't even want to. I just always thought the risk of SIDS isn't really there anymore, so as long as I do my job I can breathe.
But she did her job. Right up until the last heartbeat. My problems don't even matter. My baby boy is okay. As long as he is okay, I can take on the world and whatever it throws at me.
This is precisely how I feel. I've been in a fog all afternoon.
This exactly. I nurse Oak to sleep every night and tonight I nursed him and cried. I cannot even begin to fathom the pain keta and her family must be feeling. I wish there was something we could do and I'm angry that it happened in the first place. I just hope that some day, some way, she is able to find peace.
Me either. This has been a very sad day.
ETA: I keep coming back hoping that I read it wrong. I don't think I've ever been more scared to read a post than I was when I was reading that post. I felt like I was gut punched. I have been grieving all day for this family and for Christopher.
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I have re-read her post about 4 times now... I think I read it 3 times before I even responded because I kept thinking I was missing a part and he was in the ICU or had spent a few days in the hospital.
Today, I let Jude do whatever he wanted...we must've watched 6 episodes of Caillou and eaten countless cookies. I just wanted to see him smile as much as possible today because I was so sad.
Lanie,
A: We are all in the same fog. Words cannot describe the horrible feeling and emptiness that you feel. My poor kid's innards are going to be squished out shortly.
B: We miss you terribly. Please finish that thesis! Quickly!
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And I seriously JUST emailed you. About this, in fact. Spooky.
As Totty said it scares me.
I read about it right before I left to pick up my DD at daycare. When I got there she was napping. I just let her nap while I told the women there about Christopher. I couldn't stop crying. We finally woke Sophie up & I just hugged & kissed her. She always gets this worried look on her face when I cry & she had it today. I told her mommy is fine she is just so happy to see you.
My heart breaks for them. I hate that this happened. I'm sad & angry that this happened.
I had to read it about 11 times. I felt terrible when I yelled at Lucy today because she head butted me in the face. Plus, we had that terrible fever with Lucy not to long ago, and it got up over 104. I just keep replaying that night in my head thinking how bad it could have been. It makes me so sad for their family. I wish I could just hug her.