Been awhile, but Im back :(

611bride05 · November 2009

Damn it! I had an early m/c at 6 weeks and then we were lucky enough to get a sticky BFP and had DS last summer. We just started TTC #2 and were thrilled to get our BFP. I tested early at 11 DPO and it was faint but clearly positive. The neurotic part of me tested again a few days later, looking for that dark line. No such luck! My OB did my first beta last Monday and it was 15, so we knew this wasnt going anywhere. AF showed on Thursday and my repeat beta is now negative.

So, here we are, loss #2 and CD4. Sounds like a chemical to me. It may sound crazy but this loss may be hitting me even harder than the first. When I had my first m/c my Dr was explaining to me that it is fairly common etc, so I figured I had my 1- I should be good. Naive huh!

Well, that is it for my introduction, I am so sorry for all of your losses and I wish you all speedy recoveries.