I Can't...

schen0510 · November 2009

I can't put a smile on my face every second of every day.

I can't be happy every minute of every day.

I can't keep from crying every day if not only for a moment.

I can't be myself because this loss has changed me.

I can't not think about my boys and what life would have been like with them here.

I can't stop praying I will be pg soon.

I can't help but get upset when I know I am not.

I can't help but be frustrated when the odds of getting pg on our own are slim.

I can't help my mood swings.

I just can't...why don't people get this?

KarlsSweetie05 · November 2009

((HUGS)) I feel the same way and could have written this post.

candylies · November 2009

I totally get you. I hope that helps a little. {{{HUGS}}}

andrea z · November 2009

I am so sorry you feel this way. Know that you are not alone, I feel all of these things too. It is hard to fake life so much.... big hugs dear

ButterflyMommy2009 · November 2009

I know exactly what you mean! Big Hugs to you! It seems like people do not get it at all.

Staribeth · November 2009

I am so sorry to have to feel this way. Big Hugs

jgoetz:) · November 2009

I feel your pain. You put it into words beautifully.

pepomntpat · November 2009

I get it. {{hugs}}

marrie2himonly · November 2009

I totally agree....it just hurts to feel some of this things all at once:(! ****hugs****

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