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Bit of a set back...

jennsadye1979jennsadye1979
in Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

So watched Greys Anatomy last night with DH, and it was all Christmassy, and they had The Little Drummer Boy playing in the background, and I just started bawling. Big time. I could not stop crying, I was so so sad, thinking about Christmas. Up until now, for some reason it didn't click in that I wouldn't be pregnant, and I was looking forward to it. Now I think it's going to be awful. I love the holidays usually, but that song kicked me in the gut. I don't know what to do...I think I am just going to sit and listen to a bunch of songs one day, and get it all out, because I can't break down in the mall, or at work when they start putting the music on. I'm just really sad. :(

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Re: Bit of a set back...

  • rjbear21rjbear21 member

    ((hugs))

    Having a good cry-fest one day sounds like a great plan in my book.  I'd like to do that.

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  • pavbridepavbride

    Yup, we bought a new tree. My son can finally understand a bit this year. The radio is playing Christmas songs already. And all I want to do is spend it in the closet.

     

    The best is I was thinking- oh Christmas songs, that will cheer me up. Wrong. The first 2 I heard was River by Sara Mclachlan and Elvis Blue Christmas. Its been a couple days and I can't get them out of my head. Ugh!

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