Hi ladies...

SuperCuteBenz · November 2009

I just wanted to check in as Cheryll (Seans Girl) had emailed me to let me know that some of you were asking/thinking about me.

I got my lab results today, and my levels are at 6. So, that means that I had a chemical miscarriage. They want my levels at 5, so I will go in tomorrow and have my blood drawn again. I am sure they will be fine tomorrow.

I am still struggling to process everything. I am embarrassed that I am this upset over something I knew about for barely more than 48 hours. My miscarriage is so small compared to the loss that so many others have faced. In fact, I keep questioning whether I should even call it a "miscarriage". I am just so confused over the whole thing. If I hadn't tested on Sun/Mon, then I would have never even known anything....

I am not really sure as to where I will fit in on the boards either. My story doesn't compare to the devastation on the pregnancy loss board or even the TTC after loss board.

I just want to say thanks for thinking of me. I really appreciate it.

carolinag · November 2009

no miscarriage is "small." a loss is a loss, and i am so sorry for yours. you will continue to be in my thoughts. hugs!

ajanes · November 2009

SCB-

We are thinking of you. You will always have your place here. Your loss is just as significant as anyone else's. Don't let anyone make you feel badly for what you are feeling. We are here for you.

618mom22boys · November 2009

A loss is a loss no matter wat time in the pregancy it happed! Take your time and we are all her for you!

lisaroo · November 2009

carolinag:
no miscarriage is "small." a loss is a loss, and i am so sorry for yours. you will continue to be in my thoughts. hugs!

I couldn't say it any better. I'm sorry

LittleApple · November 2009

A loss is a loss hun. I am so sorry you have to go through this. ((hugs))

kali_ · November 2009

Oh honey... no loss of a baby is "small!" You have every right to feel how you do. I'm so sorry for your loss and I'll say a prayer that you'll get through this.

jenifairies · November 2009

carolinag:
no miscarriage is "small." a loss is a loss, and i am so sorry for yours. you will continue to be in my thoughts. hugs!

Ditto. We're here for you.

BetchySprout · November 2009

A loss is a loss honey. I am so sorry.

This is one of my favorite Calvin and Hobbes to read when I am sad. It sums up a lot for me, sometimes.

Summerly2 · November 2009

(((Hugs))), SCB. I emailed Cheryl *maybe* 20 minutes ago to see if she knew which email you checked more often. I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and you have every right to everything you're feeling.

Take care and let me know if you need anything, ok?

franciscaz · November 2009

I don't blame you one bit for being sad. I can't even imagine how sad I would be. You will always have friends here who care and want to support you! (((HUGS)))

Nancy_Louise · November 2009

carolinag:
no miscarriage is "small." a loss is a loss, and i am so sorry for yours. you will continue to be in my thoughts. hugs!

This exactly.

KMLP · November 2009

A loss is a loss. I am very sorry for your loss. It is a terrible thing to go through and I am learning how to cope every day. If you need anyone to talk to, please PM me.

BlessedMommy723 · November 2009

carolinag:
no miscarriage is "small." a loss is a loss, and i am so sorry for yours. you will continue to be in my thoughts. hugs!

This exactly. No loss is insignificant and you are more than entitled to feel the way you do. I will continue to think of you and your family.

ougrad1 · November 2009

A loss is a loss. I'm so sorry to hear it. Allow yourself to be sad. It does get better over time.

rjbear21 · November 2009

So sorry for your loss benz. It hurts no matter what stage it was at. I'm finding that the m/c/PL board is helping me get through it. Hope it helps you too.

((hugs))