My Secret Drawer (long sorry)

asiamina08 · November 2009

So, after I lost my LO, I put everything I had bought/gotten in a drawer in my extra bedroom. It is in the last drawer of my own baby dresser (I thought it was approprate). I had bought a corn shapped rattle that I planned on telling DH's family with (they are farmers), that is also in this drawer. Today I went to home goods and wandered over to baby section (I don't know why). So, I remembered a post yesterday about finding a pumpkin hat and buying it. So, I saw a christmas hat that had a reindeer on it. I thought it was the cutest thing so I bought it. It is currently sitting in my secret drawer. I bought it because it gave me hope that we will get pregnant again and be able to use it. I guess I need someone to tell me if this was a bad move or not. Or just to share. Smile