Ok so I'm home by myself with both kids which I can handle on a normal day however today/tonight is not normal. Austin has been screaming, pooping and spitting up since about 5pm, so I have been extremely busy with him, and Jocelyn is running a fever of 104 so she is whining and wanting to cuddle mommy and I can't do it. I'm trying to keep Austin a safe distance, and still try and care for them both and my heart is breaking because I have to choose, this is so hard for me. I'm at the point of crying but I'm trying to keep it together...
Re: I'm on the verge of crying
That sounds miserable. Go ahead and have a good cry! You deserve it, and it'll probably help you feel better.
I am so sorry and can only imagine being in this situation.
I hope your night went better and you are feeling more in control and back ontop today! [hugs]
eclaire 9.10.06 diggy 6.2.11
I hope they went off quietly to sleep and you were able to crash yourself refreshed for a new, and hopefully better, day.