Today was so weird

Kelly0615 · November 2009

My day began with getting up twice to pee in the night, which I love because it reminds me that I feel pregnant. Then I woke up and spontaneously started crying because I realized yesterday did in fact happen.

The rest of my day was just numb. That is the only way to describe how I feel. No feeling, no excitement, no anxiety (which I normally battle). I have that feeling in my throat like I could cry at any second, but I can't for some reason.

I called RE and had them release my records to my OB here in town. DH & I decided it is best to follow the remainder of this pregnancy here in our home town instead of traveling 70 miles for services my OB can do here. I have an appt scheduled for next Thurs.

Also, I got a job offer and I am going to accept in the morning. So how do you ask for more time when you set a start date without sending a red flag that you are an emotional nightmare?

I need more hugs.