I didn't want to take over Sunny's thread.
I'm hanging in there. Dh somehow has removed his head from his ass and is being a prince. It's like the lightbulb went off and he got that he could lose it all. Life isn't perfect and we have a lot of work to do but we are doing it together.
I'm getting to a place of peace about the surgery. It's crystal clear to me that I can't function w/o the pain meds and I can't live a life on pain meds...it's not a good idea at all. So knowing that it needs to get done makes it a bit easier.
Now knowing exactly what needs to get done and when...that's a bit harder. But I should know in the next few weeks. I'm super not looking forward to the tests or the recovery period from the surgery. But I'm just telling myself that I will get to do the same thing Ryan got to do when he was sick with the chicken pox. He could have as much ice cream as he wanted. Ice cream makes everything better, right?
Re: ~brianna~
Yes, ice cream makes everything better. And demand the good stuff! Plus you get to be babied. ((hugs)) Did you decide what hospital you're going to do the surgery at?
If my GP dr can round at United we will go there for sure. If he can't we aren't sure yet. It was BAD the last time...but I also love my GP. He is an angel and I can't imagine doing this with out him there. Last time I was in the hospital for 8 days and he was there every morning at 8 on the dot except for the last day when he was there at 8:30 because he had thought I'd transfered to the nursing home. He wasn't on call...it wasn't his turn to round for the practice...he was just there every morning.
Thank you. It will get better. It has to. lol
And it already is. I have great friends.