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Im having anxiety

k827k827
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over the dumbest sh$t!!! Last night I was sitting there watching TV and all of the sudden I start thinking..omg i wont be able to go to zumba in a month and a half!!?? I want this second IVF to work and all i can think about is my gym class?! But the thing is...this is how i relieve my stress!  I did walk last time during stimming for the first couple days but by the end before retrieval i didnt..so..i dunno.. this is just a vent really. I hate IF.
TTC since 12/ 06: H/Azoospermia Ivf#1 BFP m/c 5w3d FET#1 c/p FET# 2 BFN IVF#2 BFFN IVF#3 March/April
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Re: Im having anxiety

  • LCB34LCB34 member

    You feelings are making me feel better about where I am right now!  I am so anxious all the time.  Everything I stress about it IF related and if we will be having a 2010 baby and if IVF #2 is going to work.

    Yesterday I planned a vacation to Orlando (my parents live there) for October 2010. 

    I planned about how my ILs could fly to Houston to help us with the baby, how I could wear the baby all around Disney.  How I would have to pump and dump b/c I want to enjoy the food and wine festival.

    It was absolutely ridiculous but I think it is how I cope with all this IF stress - plan like it will work.

     

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  • mikiesgirl70106mikiesgirl70106
    I've had a few of those myself...wanting the cyle to work but at the same time don't want to miss out on things I love to do.  Example when I had my IUI back in January I was already thinking about our vacation to WI Dells in June and how I wouldn't be able to enjoy the new roller coasters.  But in the end the cycle didn't work I did end up enjoying the new roller coasters.  Sorry your feeling this way but I'm pretty sure we are not the only ones that do this to ourselves... Good luck!!!
    TTC #1 since Sept. 2006 -- Oct. 2009 IVF # 1 - BFP - 1st Beta 325 - 2nd Beta 753 1st U/S TWINS! 2nd U/S 2 Beautiful Heartbeats flickering on the screen!! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
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