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Parenting after a Loss
AngelLuver_02
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Monday night confessions...
AngelLuver_02
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because I got some tonight...
*Madison has been really whiny and clingy all day today and cried everytime I put her down and she is never like that, and I got annoyed with it, but then felt like a bad mommy.
* My BF and sister both are going back to dating guys that broke their hearts twice. I couldn't keep my mouth shut and told both of them how I feel about it. I am sick of picking up the pieces.
* I cried giving Madison's bottles today, but I know I am doing the right thing. She nursed really well before bed and it made me happy.
* i am drinking a Blue Moon righ now and loving it!
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Re: Monday night confessions...
* I was coming on to post my confessions & saw this. I got really happy about it.
* I have once again resorted to using my washing machine as a hamper because there just isn't anymore room in the actual hamper. I have so much laundry to do.
* M is sleeping, but rather than hang out with dh, I'm in a different room nesting & googling all the things that could be wrong with me.
* AF is still a no show & I'm googling all the things that could possibly be wrong with my uterus. So far it's turning green & going to fall out any day now.
* I am giving my dogs haircuts before they goto the groomer on Wed. They're only supposed to get baths, but.... He usually clips them & I haven't been happy with it lately.
* I'm so nervous to be moving that I've almost talked myself out of it 4x today. It doesn't even matter that I've already given my LL notice that I'm moving. LOL
Surgery for ectopic pregnancy June 3, 2008
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BFP #2 September 25, 2008
Baby boy born June 4, 2009 at 40 weeks
8 pounds 13 ounces and 23 inches
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BFP #3 February 6, 2011
First U/S February 25, 2011 = TWINS!!!
Boy/girl twins born October 4, 2011
Surgery for ectopic pregnancy June 3, 2008
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BFP #2 September 25, 2008
Baby boy born June 4, 2009 at 40 weeks
8 pounds 13 ounces and 23 inches
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BFP #3 February 6, 2011
First U/S February 25, 2011 = TWINS!!!
Boy/girl twins born October 4, 2011
hahhahahaha. I agree. crazy, you will be fine and so will your ute.
How can you look at this face and say you hate Phillies fans? Go Phillies
Whoops let me try again
*I kind of regret throwing DD a big 1st birthday party..it's driving me insane trying to work out all of the details. Next year is immediate family only!
*Now that DH and I have decided to have another baby, I suddenly want 3 kids. Crap.
*I am so terrified to have another m/c that I don't think I'm telling anyone until at least 6 weeks, including DH. I know that's terrible, but since I m/c at 5.5 weeks I feel that I have to get past that time before I can breathe.
*I never post on PAL anymore and I really miss all of the old ladies. I wish they'd leave their stupid secret board and come back =(
2 beautiful children
proud mommy!
--I have not posted here for 6 months and miss you all
--My H left me and the kids out of the blue when I was about 5 months pregnant and sees none of us. He physically abused me and Isa before leaving, cleaned out our joint bank account which was my money from before we married, moved in with his GIRLFRIEND he failed to mention and her son, and wants nothing to do with me, Isa, Mario, or the new baby. And that is the GOOD part. He is dragging me through a divorce throughout the pregnancy, which was very high risk, and continues post partum.
--My H has never seen his new son, Dominic, even though we both spent a week in the NICU and ICU after his birth. He also enquired about cashing in on an insurance policy on me--in case I kicked it. What a prince he turned out to be. I have begged him enough to at least meet his son, but have given up.
--Dominic is awesome (previously known as Poppy to some). I had an emergency C--I had Pre E--he had the cord wrapped 3 times around his neck, had a heart murmur, hypoglycemia, and a raised CRP level. He is doing well now--the NICU he was in was very good (St Agnes)
--I am ashamed at my life, my mom is living with me because I have 3 kids 3 and under and a husband who literally snapped after acting perfectly for many years (I say acting because even when we were living in Central America adopting for a year, he was planning his physical and financial escape). I have no idea how I will be a single mom with no help, other than to just suck it up.
--Melsie deserves a medal for holding my hand through all this. She was in the hospital with me when I was having blood transfusions and all sorts of things, and came to the NICU too. She is one in a million.
--I cry every night, and am so scared to face H in court.
--I have not enjoyed Dominic yet because he arrived in such turmoil. I am so devastated his father has shunned him for a month. I really thout Andy was a good egg, and so did lots of other people. I can not believe he took ALL the money and ran. He pays for nothing--that will change at end of month when child support kicks in. But he does not pay for his kids to eat or have a roof over their heads or their school, but he does support his girlfriend and her son. GAH-Jerry Springer, here I come!
How's that for a confession?
PS--love seeing the new ladies--hope this does not scare you away.
I've missed you all, and hope I have the guts to hit the post button on this...here it goes..Much love, J
Mission I am so sorry..I don't know what else to say. Don't be ashamed about having your mom help you..that's what mommas are for and I'm sure you'd do the same for your little ones. I am happy to hear that your baby is here and is now doing well. Wishing the best for you and yours, you'll definetely be in my thoughts
2 beautiful children
proud mommy!
OMG M.I. I don't think you know me. I've only been around for a year and a half but I can not tell you how many times I've seen posts asking about you and esp about your new l.o. Everyone will be so excited to see you back around.
I am so sorry that things are so rough for you right now. I can not imagine what you are going through. I'll have to slap my own hand when I whine about how tough things are for me!
Keep coming here and keep posting. It seems like you could use some support and we'll def be here to help whenever we can.
* I feel incredibly guilty about this pregnancy right now. I have told countless friends that a baby is a blessing no matter what the situation, but I'm having a hard time. I had this week long "I want a baby" phase a couple of weeks ago, but we didn't actually go for it. Now, here I am pregnant, wondering how we are going to actually do this. I'm still EBFing Zachary, he's still a baby and needs his baby time, we are moving to a large 2 bedroom (the laundry room can double for a small bedroom) but still, a 2 bedroom in 11 days, and to top it off- my husband may get laid off next month.
*Going in for a blood draw tomorrow afternoon.
Evasmommy--I understand the fear completely. I hope you can just take it day by day and not think of long term chunks of the future. Whenever I just realize I have to make it through THIS day (still plan for future but don't focus on it), I seem to keep my sanity.
Thinking of you-good luck with blood draw. And 3 is hard, but not impossible.
I have much faith in you.
*Linc had a bad day today, a couple of pretty severe seizures, and it really got me down in the dumps.
*I felt the new baby move (I think) a couple of times today!