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I'm back :(

Another miscarriage today.  Spotting started yesterday and I just knew then it was only a matter of time.  Today the flow was really heavy and lots of cramps.  I'm heartbroken but MH is just devastated.  I don't know how to deal with him.  He doesn't understand why this happens and doesn't want to try conceiving anymore.  It's so frustrating.   
image Started TTC 11/07 BFP 09/24/08 Miscarriage 09/30/08 First cycle of clomid August 09 Second cycle of clomid September 09 BFP 09/30/09 Miscarriage 10/10/09 Three more rounds of clomid and no success Diagnosed with Unexplained Infertility Abnormal Bleeding for 3 months resulted in D&C but results were normal November 2010 100mg clomid but didn't respond December 2010 forced break for a cyst February 2011 150mg clomid but still no response March 2011 250mg clomid and responded! Ovidrel trigger shot and IUI on March 31 Beta #1 11dpo: 27 Beta #2 15dpo: 85 Beta #3 18dpo 276 Lilypie First Birthday tickers

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  • i'm so sorry that this happened.  my heart goes out to you and your dh. 
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  • Oh no...I am so sorry for your loss.
    TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

    TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

  • I am so sorry:< I hope your husband will be okay. I hate how sad mine gets too.

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    TTC since 2007
    6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
    IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
    IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
    Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
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  • I am so sorry sweetie. ((hugs))


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  • Oh, god. I am so so sorry. My heart goes out to you tonight. ::hugs::
  • I'm so sorry :(:(
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  • I am so so sorry!
    TTC since 8/2004
    Me - DX Hashimoto's Disease, Hypothyroid, Rheumatoid Arthritis
    DH - DX Azoospermia - Sertoli Cell Syndrome
    DS-IUI #1-4 BFN IVF #1 - BFP! It's a boy!!!
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  • So sorry.

    ((hugs))

     

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  • Oh, I am so sorry to hear this.  Some of the most painful moments for me going through IF have been seeing my DH sad.  It's heartbreaking.  I will be thinking of you!  (((HUGS)))
    TTC with DOR, low morphology, fertilization issues
    IVF#1 Oct 2009 (CCRM) - BFN
    IVF#2 March 2010 - Poor response/cancelled
    DE IVF#1 Aug 2010 - BFN
    DE IVF#2 Dec 2010 - Transferred 1, 2 frozen - BFP!
    TTC#2 FET Jan 2013 - Transferred 1 - BFP!

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. :(
  • i am so sorry
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  • I am so sorry ::hugs::
    TTC since April 2008

    Me: PCOS/Amenorrhea DH: Azoospermia due to Y Chromosome Micro Deletion IVF w/ ICSI on hold until further notice

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and heart go out to both of you. *hugs*
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  • I am so sorry for your loss.
  • So so sorry...

    big (((hugs)))  I will be thinking of you 

    SAIFW
    TTC since 2008 dx PCOS & MFI
    Clomid/Femara no "O"
    IVF #1 BFN
    FET #1 cancelled for biopsy
    FET #1.2 c/p, July 2012 c/p
    IUI #1 & 1.2 canceled
    IVF #2 ER 12/1, Freeze all due to OHSS
    FET #2.1 cancelled due to DVT risk, FET #2.2 Jan 2013
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  • I am so sorry for your loss ((hugs))
    May 06: Natural PG= m/c, July 09: TI= m/c, November 09: TI=BFN, December 09: IUI= c/p
    IVF#1: start stims 1/26; ER 2/8; ET 2/13= BFN; FET#1: May 2010= m/c *NEW CLINIC Jan 2011* IVF#2: start stims 1/12; ER 1/22; ET 1/27= BFN; IVF#3: TBD
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  • ((HUGS))  I'm so very sorry!!!
  • I'm so very sorry for your losses! I hope that time can heal your hearts and you and H can move forward.
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  • I'm really sorry.  You're in my thoughts.
    TTC #1 w/ endo since Sept 2005. After many losses, a lap, tons of meds and tons of testing and, one failed IVF cycle, we were blown away with a surprise, sticky BFP...it's a girl!!! Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
  • I'm so terribly sorry, My thoughts are with you and DH. ?
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  • Oh hon... I am so, so sorry.

    Give your H time. It sounds like he's reacting to his grief. He will probably feel differently in a few weeks.

    (((((hugehugs))))) 

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    After two Clomid cycles, three injectable IUI cycles, two IVFs, two miscarriages, and one lap surgery, IVF #2 has brought us our little boy!

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    TTC #2
    After months of being postponed or cancelled, FET #1.3 (Natural FET) brought us twin girls!

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  • I'm so very sorry.
    DS born 7.30.11
  • I am so, so sorry, honey.

    Huge hugs to you and your H .

    :( 

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  • I'm so sorry.
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  • I'm sorry. My prayers are with you and your H. I just don't understand why we have to go through this. :(
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  • ::big hugs::  i am so sorry this is happening to you again.  my heart goes out to the two of you and i really hope your H finds some peace soon.
    S/PAIFW
    Tara & Dave - TTC since September 2006
    PCOS - dx 1999 (amenorrhea) | freakishly long fallopian tubes
    Hypoglycemic | thyroid issues | severely anemic
    Multiple Clomid cycles of 50, 100, 150 - absolutely no response
    Follistim 50/100 | Follistim 75/125 | Follistim 100/150 IUI - all BFNs
    Converted IVF - BFP - m/c | FET - BFN | IVF #2 = BFN
    IVF #3
  • I'm so sorry

    (((HUGS)))

    Definately ask for RPL testing

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    It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
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  • I am so so sorry. ((Big Hugs)) to you and DH
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss.
    Beautiful Miracle Baby lost at 21 weeks due to pre-term labor and incompetent cervix. FET#1 BFN, FET#2 BFP, early loss. FET#3 BFN. IVF#2 BFFN. FET #4 BFP after removing bilateral hydrosalpinx and 3 months of lupron depot. Sticky Bun is here!! Image and video hosting by TinyPic Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I'm so sorry!! My heart goes out to you both.
  • I am so very sorry :(

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