Coming over from TTCAL...(Long, sorry)

Scout05 · September 2009

Hi ladies! We got our third BFP on Friday, and we are so happy that our little Pumpkin is on the way. Of course, when I say happy I also mean completely terrified and not really sure it's real. I know you can all sympathize with that.

For those of you who don't know me, I'm Allison. We started trying for our first baby in Jan. 09, and got our first BFP in early March. Everything seemed to be fine, other than wicked m/s; we saw the HB three times and went into the NT screening feeling sure everything would be normal. Sadly, that was not the case, and at 12 wks, 2 days we were forced to say goodbye to our darling baby. We haven't really gotten over it, if I'm being honest.

We waited three months, per dr. orders, and got a BFP at the end of August. The line on the hpt never got darker, and we lost that pregnancy three days later. I hate the term chemical pregnancy, and I will not use it.

And last Friday, we got our third BFP. We are praying this baby is meant for Earth. I'm so happy to be here, with so many other "Pumpkin Patch" ladies from TTCAL. I pray these are our sticky babies.