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Have my final WTF today....

RFBsbrideRFBsbride member
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... and I'm SOOOO not looking forward to it.  It's pretty much a "Goodbye" meeting since I probably won't see this doctor ever again.

The past few days I've been MIA because I'm really, really concentrating on keeping myself busy (my house has never been cleaner!), but in the back of my mind, I'm having a hard time accepting that I'm out of this game.  I just can't understand how something I want so badly is not attainable. I don't think my RE will give me any new information, or hope for that matter, but she insists this appointment is necessary.

On a different note, I've noticed there have been a lot of BFPs and to all those girls, I wish you a BIG CONGRATULATIONS!  But sadly, I've also noticed a lot of disappointing news and to all those girls, I am so terribly sorry and I want to send you all (((BIG HUGS))).

 

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    stepgirl21stepgirl21 member
    I don't blame you for not wanting to go to your appointment. I can't imagine how difficult this must be for you. I'm just so sorry.

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    MrsKarioMrsKario

    I hope that the apt isnt too painful and that you able to get some closure. 
    It sounds like you are doing well and keeping yourself busy.  

    Have you given any more thought to the embryo adoption from the couple that your mom knows?  I apologize in advance if you posted already about this and I missed it. 

     

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    PMBridetobePMBridetobe member
    I hope this gives you the closure you need.  Many hugs to you as you go through this time!
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    imageMrsKario:
      

    Have you given any more thought to the embryo adoption from the couple that your mom knows?  I apologize in advance if you posted already about this and I missed it. 

    ditto MrsKario...

    and just wanted to give you a big (((hug)))

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    negrilbride07negrilbride07
    I just wanted to give (((hugs))). 
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    *Willis**Willis*
    I'm so sorry you are going through this.  I wouldn't want to go either, but perhaps this will give you some element of "closure."  I will be thinking of you today.
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