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last night was awful (but ended up good)

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so I finally went to the store and bought some HPTs.  we were going to test this morning and then we decided to do it last night.  well an hour after I got home, I started bleeding.  I went upstairs, and cried for 20 minutes with DH by my side, then went to sleep.

this morning I checked and there was no bleeding.  just to confirm that it was the end of the journey for this month and so I wouldn't torture myself all day today, I tested anyway.  well in about 3 seconds, it was a bfp.  so holy crap.  with my 2nd bfp, I got excited thinking, well lots of people have 1 mc.  this time I am def excited but also a bit normal as I know this could be a very long journey.  basically it has not sunk in.  I am scared and trying not to think about it really. 

 what I did differently...nothing except finally get cured of a YI (sorry if TMI) that I had since our D&C in Feb.  I think it was putting a lot of stress on our BD time. and also there is no way emotionally I could have got through this year without you ladies.  whether it is emotional support or comic relief (thank you sperm meets egg girl!), this is the one place that truly understands and I am so grateful for all of you.

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