Today one of my best friends that I have known since 7th grade had her second baby. A beautiful baby girl. I am so happy and excited for her, but yet I am so angry and bitter.
She has two gorgeous children. She didn't mean to get pregnant with either (not that they would trade them for anything). I should be holding a 3 week old right now. My 3 week old. Instead I had to get progesterone bloodwork done. I am still having s/e from this round of clomid, I am tired and irritable, and with the cramps/aches today, I could sware AF is coming. I am only 7dpo and usually AF comes on 10dpo or 11dpo.
I am just very digruntled right now. Thanks for letting me complain.
Re: Can I biitch for a minute? (I know, isn't that all I do here)
I'm sorry, sometimes life seems so unfair. It is hard not to be angry and sad at situations when you start thinking about what could have been. Days like that are so hard. B!tch all you want. I hope AF stays away and you get your BFP soon.
-m/c at 11w2d due to partial molar 2008 -m/c #2 2009
Beautiful daughter born February 2011
**Ultimate TTCALer 2009**