I've been feeling down in the dumps lately over our loss but my chart this month is looking great. I don't know why I tested early (at 8DPO). I knew it wasn't going to be positive, but I guess there's always a glimmer of hope, right? So I tested this morning at 10DPO and got a BFN. Then I was upstairs just a few mins ago and decided to test AGAIN! What the heck? It was negative this morning, why on earth did I think it would be positive tonight. I think I may have lost my mind! Please tell me I am not alone in the "Obsessed with POAS" Club?
Re: Why do I torture myself?
Summer 2011
BFP Nov 09 - c/p Dec 09
BFP Dec 09 - A&J born in August 2010 at 37w, 6d
BFP Sept 11 - ectopic pregnancy/left tube removed
BFP April 12 - E born December 2012 at 39w, 1d