TTC After a Loss

Why do I torture myself?

I've been feeling down in the dumps lately over our loss but my chart this month is looking great.  I don't know why I tested early (at 8DPO).  I knew it wasn't going to be positive, but I guess there's always a glimmer of hope, right?  So I tested this morning at 10DPO and got a BFN.  Then I was upstairs just a few mins ago and decided to test AGAIN!  What the heck?  It was negative this morning, why on earth did I think it would be positive tonight.  I think I may have lost my mind!  Please tell me I am not alone in the "Obsessed with POAS" Club?

Re: Why do I torture myself?

  • I will be right there with you on the "obsessed with POAS" club soon...once af shows up and I O im sure I will be testing every day twice a day once I hit 5dpo im just crazy like that..."DH give me the pee sticks and no one gets hurt!"
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  • You're not alone! While it's torture to wait, it's really best (and those tests are expensive!) Good luck!
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  • You are not alone, I have been there before. It is enough to make you crazy
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  • I think I torture myself the opposite way.  I wait until I am late to test.  Even with dollar store tests, I am that cheap!
  • I do the same thing - it's addicting!!
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