You are NOT repeating history!! Damn the fear "factor!". I stayed that way pretty much the whole pregnancy, but mostly in the first 16 weeks (or so) until I could FEEL the baby. But at some point... I really resigned myself to thinking... I will NOT let fear take away from the love that I have for this baby, whether I get to carry him for 6 weeks, 10 week or all 40 weeks... and I really felt better once I was able to think of it that way.
Anyway... NOT my point of the post. My point was... TONS of love and beautiful beating heart thoughts for your appt. tomorrow. I'll be thinking of you!
Re: ---Fifer---
Thanks A I know I need to check the negativity at the door.....ugh...but I can't! I guess I am just really pessimistic. And maybe that's what I need...to feel the baby...to show...
But thank you for all your positive thoughts!