Would it be so wrong if all I want to do is go home, have a good cry, take a hot shower and forget about my family and the world until tomorrow morning?
2 years TTC with 5 losses, 1 year recovering, 6 months applying for adoption approval, and almost a year waiting for a placement. Then, a miracle BFP at age 36!
Re: F/U to my post below...
Nope. I think that would be okay.
It is normal to have a plethora of feelings today - I say take the evening off if you need it. Feel better.
Do what makes me feel better.
Today is a day that only you can truly understand. Hugs to you.