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Didn't think this "milestone" would suck (vent)

jumagirljumagirl
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I like to think I've been pretty good with the woulda-shoulda-coulda milestones that come with pg loss, but I am so bummed today.  I go back to law school tomorrow.  I love school and am really happy to be there.  But I wasn't supposed to be going back; I was supposed to take the semester off b/c our baby was due smack in the middle of the term and there was no way I could do both.  I had great plans for my final two months of pregnancy without the chaos of work or school.  Instead, I have class at 8am tomorrow and look like a fat cow since I've eaten my way through grief.  I just cannot get excited for my first day of class.

It also sucks that this is now a TTA cycle and my body (and hence chart) is so effed up.  FF thinks I O'd, but I respectfully disagree.  Here's hoping FF is right so I can get back in the game.

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Re: Didn't think this "milestone" would suck (vent)

  • Leah&ColeLeah&Cole member
    I'm sorry that you're feeling bummed about school.  I hope that you have a great day tomorrow!
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  • bebebluesbebeblues

    I totally understand. I ate my way through my stress/grief. I hated my beach pictures from vacation. I deleted and cropped the majority of them. If I don't get ku this cycle, I'm on a MAJOR diet next cycle!!

    I hope you have a good day starting classes. Atleast you will be able to keep busy. Let us know how the day goes.

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  • travers081906travers081906

    I kinda know how you feel... I also go back to school tomorrow... I took off last month b/c of my m/c. I'm dreading going back b/c I should have a belly and I don't! I haven't seen anyone from school, except for my one good friend, I just don't want to face them yet. And really I don't want to hear all the oh I'm sorry's again and all that bs.

    Hoping tomorrow we both have a good day and make it though w/o a tear!

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  • sinisterkat01sinisterkat01

    I know how you feel, and I'm sorry that you're going through this right now.  I had completely different plans for work this year, expecting a baby and all.  And now I am getting ready to sign another contract, and I am just strangely depressed about it all. 

    GL tomorrow - I'll be thinking of you!

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