There must be something in the water

DaniGirl0517 · August 2009

I've read a number of posts today about women who have been crying for one reason or another. Well add me to that list! Last night I cried for 3.5 hours of little machine gun sobs (trying to be quiet so trying to hold it in, didn't quite work) for absolutely no reason. I would have a few moments in between where I could just sniffle and breathe, but then it would come back. Then I'd get annoyed that I was crying and unable to stop without knowing why and I'd cry harder. WTF is wrong here? I never used to cry! MAYBE once or twice a year in all sincerity, but now it's every two weeks or so. If this is what regulating normal hormone levels is I just don't know what to do! If it didn't affect my ability to have a baby I wouldn't bother, I'd just keep my high testosterone and man-like thinking/emotions (connection? I dunno). Ugh. Rant over.

P.S. Don't drink the water unless you want it coming out of your eyes!

waitingforbaby#2 · August 2009

The water must be cycling through me like crazy, for the last several months, hehe.

Seriously though, I'm so sorry you're having a rough time. There are better days ahead ((((hugs)))))

yogisunam · August 2009

::sniff::

Add me to the list of criers. I had my first big cry in quite a while.

Yellow_Daisy · August 2009

Sorry you are sad.

You can add me to your list of criers. DH and I were talking about my plans to avoid all Sept bdays (we have 4 in the next couple weeks, too many kids for me right now) and he was like why don't we find new friends and I started bawling. He was like what did I say and I said the last of our friends has finally had their last baby and you want to go find new friends who will more than likely still be having babies? I said no way no how I will take my shitty friends who are done having kids over nice new friends who are still having kids. He looked at me like I was insane but said ok.

IF is making me loony. My friends aren't very nice but I would rather stick with them because they have all finished having kids, I think I have lost my mind Surprise .

Angel1122 · August 2009

You know, since my crying post last night, I think I've noticed more sad people. IF sucks, seriously. My RE told my husband to take me out tonight, so he is doing just now. We are going to dinner with my brother and his wife. I'm on a break this cycle, but I don't know if I could ever handle another BFN, we can't afford anymore treatments for a while and at 25 I hear my clock ticking VERY loudly (because of the DOR)! Anyways, I hope you and everyone else feels better soon!

DaniGirl0517 · August 2009

Yellow_Daisy:
IF is making me loony. My friends aren't very nice but I would rather stick with them because they have all finished having kids, I think I have lost my mind .

I KNOW (said like Monica from friends)! I feel so crazy and out of whack. I'm not even sad exactly, just kind of messed up, lol. I'd rather stick with my loser-y douchy friends who aren't trying to have kids yet than new good ones. Then again, one of them already has a kid and isn't taking great care of her, but at least it's just one person not all of them. I get it.

CandT · August 2009

hormones, stress, you name it!! I cried in the car the other day listening to the new miley cyrus song USA. I was telling my friends that the other day and they looked at me like I was insane. I guess I should've kept that one for the bump!!