I am having one of those days when I look at DD and break down. The guilt and worry and anxiety just overwhelms me. I did everything right in my pregnancy. I know it wasn't my "fault" but the guilt for what DD faces is just completely overwhelming. I hate having a label on my child. I hate that she won't have a "normal" childhood. She's just a child and doesn't deserve this.
I wish with all of my heart that I could take her problems and make them my own. To start life with such challenges makes me feel sick to my stomach for her.