I still have not got a + OPK I think Im going to give up on them this month I either A) missed it some how managed to fvck up the test or C) didnt O at all I think its a little of both a and b I had really bad O pains and my temps did got up so I dunno Ill just have to wait and see I dont think ill be testing this month just gonna wait it out for AF Unless FF is nice to me and gives me CH but I dont see that happening
This is very embarrassing..... but here goes: I have a headache and nausea and instantly wondered if I might be KU'd... until I realized I haven't even o'd yet and FWP week probably starts this weekend. Duh.
This morning I hurt DH. We have both stopped drinking and smoking (both cigarettes and weed). We gave it up three weeks ago for good. He's been awesome and a rock about it. This morning he was all excited for the Pedal to the Medal concert tonight (StaticX and Mudvayne, not my cup of tea, total guys night) and I told him if he slipped to just call me and I would pick him up so he didn't have to drive after drinking.
He was very hurt that I would doubt his integrity and his determination and that I lacked faith in him.
I feel like such an a$$hole. He's so dedicated to this and I just basically told him I expected him to fail.
I've apologized and he said it's fine and to not worry, but I know it hurt him.
*all I can think about is POAS later this week, even though I know the chances are teeny tiny that I could be KU (strange O cycle, not enough FWP . . .ugh).
*I just ate a cookie
*I saw a colleague today who just came back from 4 mos of maternity leave. While I've seen pics of her daughter online, what got me depressed was how AWESOME she looked. super fit. like MILF I'd aspire too. so it was doubly depressing that she has little one, and she also got super fit during her leave. (and see above, I just ate a cookie).
m/c#1 07/16/08 (11 weeks), m/c#2 10/10/08 (8 weeks).
and then nothing since except every test possible (no answers).
IUI#1 and #2: BFNs
Super lucky to be buddies with Peetie.
Our out of nowhere, surprise DD born 5/29/2011
* I you girls and only you know why! I showed off the PIP post to my DH and he was overwhelmed by support from you wonderful ladies. I TTCAL girls and Im not ashamed to admit it!
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I just O'd and around this time every cycle I am sooooo negative. I don't know why but I am so sure that I won't get a BFP this month. Our timing was decent enough and I suppose there's no reason why I shouldn't get KU this month... but I'm still pretty confident I won't. I got pg on my first try with my last one! This is the point in my cycle where I don't rule out taking up meth, just to punish my body. It's not holding up its end of the bargain, so why should I take care of it? Somebody call me a waaaaaambulance.
I just O'd and around this time every cycle I am sooooo negative. I don't know why but I am so sure that I won't get a BFP this month. Our timing was decent enough and I suppose there's no reason why I shouldn't get KU this month... but I'm still pretty confident I won't. I got pg on my first try with my last one! This is the point in my cycle where I don't rule out taking up meth, just to punish my body. It's not holding up its end of the bargain, so why should I take care of it? Somebody call me a waaaaaambulance.
you sure you don?t want a whaamburger and some french cries???
Missed MC 1 - 11/21/2006
Missed MC 2 - 03/10/2008
BFP # 3 09/18/09 - Gabriel David born 05/11/2010
I just O'd and around this time every cycle I am sooooo negative. I don't know why but I am so sure that I won't get a BFP this month. Our timing was decent enough and I suppose there's no reason why I shouldn't get KU this month... but I'm still pretty confident I won't. I got pg on my first try with my last one! This is the point in my cycle where I don't rule out taking up meth, just to punish my body. It's not holding up its end of the bargain, so why should I take care of it? Somebody call me a waaaaaambulance.
you sure you don?t want a whaamburger and some french cries???
Lol. No, I'm more in the mood for a whole bottle of whine
My sister had her 1st appointment last monday at 7 weeks and I was so terrified that something would be wrong like at mine. Thank goodness, so far everything looks good. I am sooo happy for them but deep down I am so jealous and wish it was me
TTC Since Oct 08
BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09
BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09
BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10
BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011
BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13
Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t
hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S
I may have mentioned this before, but I found a really new great favorite palce to eat lunch. A healthy place too. Bad asss salads, really.
Then the owner guy one day asked me if I knew anyone who spoke English and Spanish... (hello?) and I?m like yeah, me. So he tells me he wants to learn English. And I say sure, why don?t we meet at Starbucks and see what works out. He says okay that sounds wonderful, I will buy you a coffee. I hope your husband doesn?t mind HAHA and laughs. Well, it was a problem with DH. He is what you call the jealous type. I brought it up twice and both times he ignored it but went into pisssy mode. SO i ignored the guys phone call and can?t ever go back in there to get food cause I am a weenie.
I really wanna salad
Missed MC 1 - 11/21/2006
Missed MC 2 - 03/10/2008
BFP # 3 09/18/09 - Gabriel David born 05/11/2010
I may have mentioned this before, but I found a really new great favorite palce to eat lunch. A healthy place too. Bad asss salads, really.
Then the owner guy one day asked me if I knew anyone who spoke English and Spanish... (hello?) and I?m like yeah, me. So he tells me he wants to learn English. And I say sure, why don?t we meet at Starbucks and see what works out. He says okay that sounds wonderful, I will buy you a coffee. I hope your husband doesn?t mind HAHA and laughs. Well, it was a problem with DH. He is what you call the jealous type. I brought it up twice and both times he ignored it but went into pisssy mode. SO i ignored the guys phone call and can?t ever go back in there to get food cause I am a weenie.
I really wanna salad
I hate when crap like that happens! Could your DH go with you to meet with the guy?? Tell him to do it for the salad!!
TTC Since Oct 08
BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09
BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09
BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10
BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011
BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13
Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t
hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S
Re: *~Dish It Up Tuesday*~ Confessions!
This is very embarrassing..... but here goes: I have a headache and nausea and instantly wondered if I might be KU'd... until I realized I haven't even o'd yet and FWP week probably starts this weekend. Duh.
This morning I hurt DH. We have both stopped drinking and smoking (both cigarettes and weed). We gave it up three weeks ago for good. He's been awesome and a rock about it. This morning he was all excited for the Pedal to the Medal concert tonight (StaticX and Mudvayne, not my cup of tea, total guys night) and I told him if he slipped to just call me and I would pick him up so he didn't have to drive after drinking.
He was very hurt that I would doubt his integrity and his determination and that I lacked faith in him.
I feel like such an a$$hole. He's so dedicated to this and I just basically told him I expected him to fail.
I've apologized and he said it's fine and to not worry, but I know it hurt him.
I hate days like this.
*all I can think about is POAS later this week, even though I know the chances are teeny tiny that I could be KU (strange O cycle, not enough FWP . . .ugh).
*I just ate a cookie
*I saw a colleague today who just came back from 4 mos of maternity leave. While I've seen pics of her daughter online, what got me depressed was how AWESOME she looked. super fit. like MILF I'd aspire too. so it was doubly depressing that she has little one, and she also got super fit during her leave. (and see above, I just ate a cookie).
I just O'd and around this time every cycle I am sooooo negative. I don't know why but I am so sure that I won't get a BFP this month. Our timing was decent enough and I suppose there's no reason why I shouldn't get KU this month... but I'm still pretty confident I won't. I got pg on my first try with my last one! This is the point in my cycle where I don't rule out taking up meth, just to punish my body. It's not holding up its end of the bargain, so why should I take care of it? Somebody call me a waaaaaambulance.
you sure you don?t want a whaamburger and some french cries???
Lol. No, I'm more in the mood for a whole bottle of whine
* I just ate 1 and 1/2 cupcakes. I wasn't hungry but they were there.
* This is the time in my cycle when I start dreaming about having sex with random strangers and TV characters. I toss and turn a lot
I may have mentioned this before, but I found a really new great favorite palce to eat lunch. A healthy place too. Bad asss salads, really.
Then the owner guy one day asked me if I knew anyone who spoke English and Spanish... (hello?) and I?m like yeah, me. So he tells me he wants to learn English. And I say sure, why don?t we meet at Starbucks and see what works out. He says okay that sounds wonderful, I will buy you a coffee. I hope your husband doesn?t mind HAHA and laughs. Well, it was a problem with DH. He is what you call the jealous type. I brought it up twice and both times he ignored it but went into pisssy mode. SO i ignored the guys phone call and can?t ever go back in there to get food cause I am a weenie.
I really wanna salad
I hate when crap like that happens! Could your DH go with you to meet with the guy?? Tell him to do it for the salad!!
*I want a brownie right now.
* I had a dirty dream about an ex lastnight...uh oh!