Infertility

Ugh...why did I do that?

I lurked over onto SAHM for a bit and opened an innocuous-enough post that ended up as a discussion of what different posters had witnessed regarding seeing other people neglecting/not looking after small children.  And, out of nowhere, I am a sobbing mess now.

It's partially all the built up stress and frustration from IF, but it's so hearbreaking to think of sweet little children not being loved and cared for enough when all I want is to do just that.  I had felt a bad/emotional day coming on this morning, and I guess I was right :(

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Re: Ugh...why did I do that?

  • (((HUGS)))    i'm sorry.     IF isn't fair....  not at all..
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  • I'm sorry ... I completely understand how you feel.  I hope the rest of your day gets better.
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  • My sister is a social worker and she vents her sadness to me sometimes and I hear you.......it makes me think awful things like,  "How is it these a-holes can have a baby and I can't?"  "How is it that ppl who beat, starve, emotionally abuse and neglect children can have children and I, who would love love love love my babies cannot?"  Its totally not fair and it doesn't make sense.  And I admit, sometimes I let myself have a good cry over it. 
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