Im 19 and 17 weeks pregnant i just moved back to ventura after living in texas for 4 years. I moved back because my ex-boyfriend who i only dated for less than 2 months and my babys father is a drug addict and all together very bad person. So now i am living with my dad for free but i have to pay for everything else i need myself but i spent the last of my money to get out here and away from the father. It is becoming aware to me that it is very difficult to find a job right now when you have no high school diploma and only waitressing experience. Im not sure how long wearing a rubber band to keep my pants buttoned is gonna hold up with my growing belly and im worried since i havent found a job already that im not going to. How am i going to afford baby stuff once i have my baby im so confused and alone in this im going crazy. I dont know what to do.