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Not even trying this month

jacmdbjacmdb
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 I am in such a rut right now. We haven't even tried to get prego this month. I am CD14 today and we haven't BD since Saturday night. DH has no idea what cycle day it is and I don't want to tell him. I know I will just be disapionted in 2 weeks so what's the point.

We also have a going away party to go to tomorrow night where there will be pregnant women and new moms. They are all friends of mine who I see regularly but I am having an issue with seeing them all together in one location. I know most of the evenings convo will be about kids. I think I will be playing pool and drinking beer with the guys :)

We start BCP at the end of this cycle to get ready for Femara with a trigger shot and TI. I hope my attitude improves before then

 Thanks for letting me vent.

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Re: Not even trying this month

  • jeannaqueenajeannaqueena member

    hey melanie!

    ughhh I hate those evenings that used to be so much fun with all your friends and now they are tainted b/c of IF!!!!

    GL starting your next cycle, hopefully this one will be over quickly.

    TTC#1: 14 months on our own (did HSG, b/w, SA);
    BFP on Cycle 14--TWINS! Identical twin boys stillborn at 19wks(1/9/10)
    3 break cycles; took clomid 50mg, BFP #2 Beta #1 35, Beta #2 338!!! Owen was born 2/11/11! 
    TTC#2: 4 cycles on clomid: BFNs
    BFP #3: Cycle #5 100mg clomid; beta #1 21; beta #2 6=CP 
    Cycle #6 break cycle TTC no meds=BFN
    Cycle #7: 150 clomid+ovidril+IUI=BFN (switched to RE)
    Cycle #8: follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #9 Forced break due to cyst
    Cycle #10 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #11 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle#12 Forced break due to cyst, went on BCP; did repeat HSG, Saline U/S
    Cycle #13 IVF: Follistim/Menapur ER 11-30 11 eggs, 5 mature, 4 fertilized and 3dt on 12-3; BFN
    Cycle #14: IVF#2 lupron/follistim/menopur ER 1-22, 19 eggs, 14 fertilized, 5dt on 1-27, BFP!! beta 1: 63, beta 2: 119; EDD 10-15-13; 1 frozen embie
    Miracle Surprise BFP, EDD 10-1-15; saw HB great Betas, 11weeks lost baby MC at home
    Moved forward with FET transfered solo frostie on 6-4-15, beta 1: 315, beta 2: 738, u/s showed one baby on track EDD 2-21-16
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  • aj5oh00aj5oh00

    Hang in there!  (((hugs)))

    Good luck next cycle...sometimes a break is just what we need!

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