not "stressed out". I have PPD.
I feel like each day is worse than the day before. I'm so tired/stressed/busy/unmotivated that I can't even get out of the house anymore. I'm drowning. I just broke a fan out of anger. Yeah.
I really wish H would just stop working 12 hour days voluntarily. He chooses to work these hours. When I complain that I wish he was home more and says he wishes he was too and tells me how hard he has it b/c of his hours. I'm sure he's going to be oh so pleased when I tell him I think I have ppd.
Too bad my mother never shows up when she tells she's going to come over to help. B/c I could realy use the help these days.
Do you think PPD will get better once I go back to work? Probably not.
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Hang in there. It will get better. In the mean time you may need to seek some help. Your doctor should be able to tell you how to deal/perscribe something that might help you.
Any friends you know of in your area who can help? PPD is serious--if you're in my area (Minneapolis), I'll do what I can if you need me!
See your doc ASAP!