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joyfulnaturejoyfulnature
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  • QE2QE2 member
    Hi Joyful. I'm hanging in there. I had a rough night. Pity party for one, bottle of wine included. I'm sick of the heart ache and disappointment, I just feel tired and beat up. I've been on some kind of fertility drug for a year now and think my body just needs a break. My hope is gone and my will to keep moving on loosing its power. Maybe a break will renew my body and mind. Tomorrow is my 39th birthday so I'll be celebrating it a day early with a massage today. Thanks for thinking of me :)
    TTC since 3/08 DOR, High FSH, Hypothyroid, Uterine Polyps, blocked tube, MFI, 5 rounds of clomid, 5 IVF attempts, 2 hysteroscopies, 2 natural conceptions=2 losses (Methotrexate, D&C) Successful DE cycle twins born 10/7/11 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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    I responded to your post below but not sure if you have seen it yet. Is your cabin near Lake Wallenpaupack? We were going this weekend, and if you know the area, what should be on our must-do list. Thanks.
    TTC since 3/08 DOR, High FSH, Hypothyroid, Uterine Polyps, blocked tube, MFI, 5 rounds of clomid, 5 IVF attempts, 2 hysteroscopies, 2 natural conceptions=2 losses (Methotrexate, D&C) Successful DE cycle twins born 10/7/11 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • joyfulnaturejoyfulnature

    Hi, QE.

    I'm glad to hear you are taking care of yourself in a nice way. This whole process really bites sometimes. 

    I hope you have a happy birthday!!!! And enjoy as much alcohol, caffeine, etc. as  you dang well want to!

     Lake Wallenpaupack is in the Poconos, while our cabin is in the Endless Mountains. So you will be a bit further south than the territory I'm familiar with.  However, if you haven't seen it, this looks like a great website:

    In case my link doesn't work: https://www.800poconos.com/lake-wallenpaupack/


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  • joyfulnaturejoyfulnature

    I just read your post to my post. 

    My Cousin Vinny made me LOL.

    Thanks for the hug. I'll take it!

    I feel like I just have to make it through  next week. We'll know our options then, and DH and I can discuss them and figure out what we're willing to do. Having a plan - no matter what that plan is - will make me feel better.

    I do feel better than I did yesterday, though. There is a kid in the universe for me, I'm certain. Whether or not said kid incubates in my uterus is the only unknown.

     

     

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  • BirdieBrdBirdieBrd

    Oh QE2!!  I'm sorry about your disappointment.  It really does suck having month after month of that it makes you wonder how much more you can take.

    I am confident that one way or another your baby out is there (this goes to everyone else here) just waiting for you to love him/her. Keep you're chin up it will happen. 

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