TTC After a Loss

Feeling blah....

I started some AF spotting today, which I should be over the moon excited about, but since it's just some brown spotting, I'm freaked that it's going to turn out like when I took the Provera.  This is so lame.  Why can I not just get AF like a normal person?  Have I not waited long enough?  Seriously.

Plus my edd is next week... I asked DH what he thought we should do and I busted out into tears.

I HATE THIS.

Re: Feeling blah....

  • I'm sorry.  I know.  It sucks.  I hear you completely.  I hope your spotting turns into LOTS OF GUSHING and normal AF (whatever that is for you...).  :)  My EDD was this week too.  It's a hard time.  We'll get through it.  (PS - for mine, we just did everything I wanted to do - sat in bed and watched "Weeds" on DVD, went to Target, went and ate tons of Mexican food, tried to see "The Proposal" but it was sold out... sat out at the pool...)
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  • KK2004KK2004 member
    Fingers crossed that AF visits you for real and stops teasing.  ((HUGS))
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  • Thanks...  sounds like a great way to spend your edd. 
  • Oh, Leah, how frustrating. Blah. I'm sorry you're going through this all. It's so frustrating when our bodies won't cooperate.
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  • stupid stupid stupid AF.  who's a girl gotta blow to get some AF up in here?  i'm sorry girl.  ;(
  • No doubt... I thought for sure that she's be looking for a home with all the BFPs we've had around here.

    LAME

  • (((hugs)))
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  • SuzPSuzP member
    I am so sorry.  I had sort of the opposite problem, she wouldn't leave.  I would have been more than willing to share her with you.  I hope she shows up for you for real very soon, it's so hard to start moving on while you are in limbo.  Big hugs. 
    Suzanne
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  • Oh Leah,

    Im so sorry.  But Im sure your body just doesnt remeber what AF is supposed to be like, so its starting out easy.  I bet you'll need a whole box of tampons tomorrow. :)  ((BIG HUGS))

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  • Ugh I'm sorry Leah.  I hope she shows up for you soon.  Stupid bodies...I don't get it.  Why can't they just do what they are supposed to??!!!
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