I can tell by your recent posts that you are struggling with things---(understandably so). I just wanted to let you know that I SO get where you are and I am so sorry you are going through this.
My 17 year old sister was killed 15 years ago and I was so angry with God. My faith was shattered. It took a LONG time, a very long time for me to be able to have any faith again. Time did help. Talking about her helped. Remembering her and talking to her helped. Loosing a child is a terrible, horrendous thing. It is not natural for a parent to endure this.
Please be patient with yourself. Be forgiving and allow yourself any emotions you have.
Again, I am so sorry, for the loss of your sweet, beautiful baby. You are in my constant thoughts and prayers.
Re: kdbennett
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I agree. Faith is easily shaken by what we have been through.. Time does help.. Thank you so much for sharing your story!
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Feel free to "butt in" on anything I have to say.......after all, that's what it's all about---being here for each other!!!!!
Thank you so much! If there is a silver lining from coming to this board, I'd have to say it would be connecting with compassionate, supportive women such as yourselves.
Love you guys!