Pregnant after a Loss

Re: ~*Confessions*~

  • + I ate cake for lunch Embarrassed

    + I puked a little yesterday for the first time, then I ate Sonic and immediately felt better! We were on a road trip and unfortunately we don't have any Sonics near us which makes me sad because it was so damn good.

    + Yesterday was our one year anniversary.  My parents asked if they could take us out to dinner and I felt bad saying no, but I really didn't want them there.  I know I'm a brat.

  • Loading the player...
  • *If anyone wants a free 3yo, I have one at my house that needs a good home. I think Mommy needs a vacation away from the LO!

    *I'm like a giddy kid waiting for Christmas Day- I can't wait for my u/s on Thurs!

  • -I feel like I don't belong in TTCAL anymore, but I don't belong here yet either.

    -I am terrified that I don't have many symptoms and I keep grabbing my bbs to make sure they still hurt.

    -Even though I am afraid to believe it, I can't help but to keep thinking about how things will be if we get to keep this baby.

    Oct 2008 m/c #1 5 weeks, May 2009 m/c #2 4w5d. BFP 6/23/09 EDD 3/8/10!
    You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you stop to look fear in the face. -Eleanor Roosevelt
    After 1 year of TTC#2 BFP May 2011 m/c #3 4w2d. Off to RE.

    Round 1: Femara + Ovidrel +TI = BFP! EDD 2/20/12
    Lilypie Third Birthday tickers Lilypie First Birthday tickers
    2IF does not always equal 3IF...Surprise!
    Lilypie Maternity tickers
  • -  My parents are in Scotland until a week from today (have been gone since last week) and I am embarassed to admit how much I miss them.  I feel like such a little kid.

    -  Since my parents are out of town, I am responsible for making sure my 20 year old brother doesn't burn the house down, as well as paying bills and such for my parents.  On Saturday morning I went over to see if any bills had come, and I caught my brother in the aftermath of a party.  I should have been upset/disappointed, but instead I just found it funny.  

    -  I am having difficulties with my boss and I think I might throat punch him. 

    AlternaTickers - Cool, free Web tickers Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Photobucket
  • *I seriously cannot concentrate on work anymore. It's terrible, but my mind is not on it and my heart definitely isn't in it.

    *I have some Mary Kay lady coming over tonight to do a free facial that I won at a maternity fair and I so don't feel like it. I know she'll expect me to buy stuff and I just don't have money to spend on crap I won't use right now.

     

  • ++ Wed is my first ultrasound.  Even though I will be only 5 1/2 weeks, my RE needs to check what's going on - there is a chance we have more than one, since we transfered 3 embies with our IVF.  I am so nervous and scared and to make matters worse, DH left on Saturday to go visit his parents in Croatia, so I will be by myself!  I sure hope everything goes smoothly. 
    Warning No formatter is installed for the format bbhtml
  • I know it's still too early and I should be thankful I'm still pregnant, but I can't wait to get this kid out!!

    I'm so tired and crabby all the time lately:-(

    I wish my mil hadn't sent home the leftover cake from my shower. I can't stop eating it!

     

  • I haven't once been able to fantasize about the baby actually being here. I've imagined getting bigger and decorating a nursery, but can't seem to grasp my mind around the thought that this one might actually stick.

    DH's birthday is today and our anniversary is in two weeks and I still haven't come up with a good present for either. I have a couple little lame 'side presents' for today but no good big present, and I'm almost in tears that I can't think of something wonderful for him!

    image
This discussion has been closed.
Choose Another Board
Search Boards
"
"