+ I puked a little yesterday for the first time, then I ate Sonic and immediately felt better! We were on a road trip and unfortunately we don't have any Sonics near us which makes me sad because it was so damn good.
+ Yesterday was our one year anniversary. My parents asked if they could take us out to dinner and I felt bad saying no, but I really didn't want them there. I know I'm a brat.
-I feel like I don't belong in TTCAL anymore, but I don't belong here yet either.
-I am terrified that I don't have many symptoms and I keep grabbing my bbs to make sure they still hurt.
-Even though I am afraid to believe it, I can't help but to keep thinking about how things will be if we get to keep this baby.
Oct 2008 m/c #1 5 weeks, May 2009 m/c #2 4w5d. BFP 6/23/09 EDD 3/8/10!
You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you stop to look fear in the face. -Eleanor Roosevelt
After 1 year of TTC#2 BFP May 2011 m/c #3 4w2d. Off to RE.
Round 1: Femara + Ovidrel +TI = BFP! EDD 2/20/12
2IF does not always equal 3IF...Surprise!
- My parents are in Scotland until a week from today (have been gone since last week) and I am embarassed to admit how much I miss them. I feel like such a little kid.
- Since my parents are out of town, I am responsible for making sure my 20 year old brother doesn't burn the house down, as well as paying bills and such for my parents. On Saturday morning I went over to see if any bills had come, and I caught my brother in the aftermath of a party. I should have been upset/disappointed, but instead I just found it funny.
- I am having difficulties with my boss and I think I might throat punch him.
*I seriously cannot concentrate on work anymore. It's terrible, but my mind is not on it and my heart definitely isn't in it.
*I have some Mary Kay lady coming over tonight to do a free facial that I won at a maternity fair and I so don't feel like it. I know she'll expect me to buy stuff and I just don't have money to spend on crap I won't use right now.
++ Wed is my first ultrasound. Even though I will be only 5 1/2 weeks, my RE needs to check what's going on - there is a chance we have more than one, since we transfered 3 embies with our IVF. I am so nervous and scared and to make matters worse, DH left on Saturday to go visit his parents in Croatia, so I will be by myself! I sure hope everything goes smoothly.
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I haven't once been able to fantasize about the baby actually being here. I've imagined getting bigger and decorating a nursery, but can't seem to grasp my mind around the thought that this one might actually stick.
DH's birthday is today and our anniversary is in two weeks and I still haven't come up with a good present for either. I have a couple little lame 'side presents' for today but no good big present, and I'm almost in tears that I can't think of something wonderful for him!
Re: ~*Confessions*~
+ I ate cake for lunch
+ I puked a little yesterday for the first time, then I ate Sonic and immediately felt better! We were on a road trip and unfortunately we don't have any Sonics near us which makes me sad because it was so damn good.
+ Yesterday was our one year anniversary. My parents asked if they could take us out to dinner and I felt bad saying no, but I really didn't want them there. I know I'm a brat.
*If anyone wants a free 3yo, I have one at my house that needs a good home. I think Mommy needs a vacation away from the LO!
*I'm like a giddy kid waiting for Christmas Day- I can't wait for my u/s on Thurs!
-I feel like I don't belong in TTCAL anymore, but I don't belong here yet either.
-I am terrified that I don't have many symptoms and I keep grabbing my bbs to make sure they still hurt.
-Even though I am afraid to believe it, I can't help but to keep thinking about how things will be if we get to keep this baby.
You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you stop to look fear in the face. -Eleanor Roosevelt
After 1 year of TTC#2 BFP May 2011 m/c #3 4w2d. Off to RE.
Round 1: Femara + Ovidrel +TI = BFP! EDD 2/20/12
2IF does not always equal 3IF...Surprise!
- My parents are in Scotland until a week from today (have been gone since last week) and I am embarassed to admit how much I miss them. I feel like such a little kid.
- Since my parents are out of town, I am responsible for making sure my 20 year old brother doesn't burn the house down, as well as paying bills and such for my parents. On Saturday morning I went over to see if any bills had come, and I caught my brother in the aftermath of a party. I should have been upset/disappointed, but instead I just found it funny.
- I am having difficulties with my boss and I think I might throat punch him.
*I seriously cannot concentrate on work anymore. It's terrible, but my mind is not on it and my heart definitely isn't in it.
*I have some Mary Kay lady coming over tonight to do a free facial that I won at a maternity fair and I so don't feel like it. I know she'll expect me to buy stuff and I just don't have money to spend on crap I won't use right now.
I know it's still too early and I should be thankful I'm still pregnant, but I can't wait to get this kid out!!
I'm so tired and crabby all the time lately:-(
I wish my mil hadn't sent home the leftover cake from my shower. I can't stop eating it!
I haven't once been able to fantasize about the baby actually being here. I've imagined getting bigger and decorating a nursery, but can't seem to grasp my mind around the thought that this one might actually stick.
DH's birthday is today and our anniversary is in two weeks and I still haven't come up with a good present for either. I have a couple little lame 'side presents' for today but no good big present, and I'm almost in tears that I can't think of something wonderful for him!