I didn't get the job here at my company. I feel like a failure or that my manager set me up for failure. I'm so upset and I am so miserable in this job now that it CAN NOT be good for me.
There's so many what if's/I wants in my life right now and at 34, I'm extremely happy with DH, just thought we'd be further along with things we want for us.
oh well, life goes on and I might have to get drunk tonight (which is NOT AT ALL like me)
ugh.
sorry, vent over.
Re: so distraught and upset
(((hugs))) I'm sorry that you didn't get the job. I'm sending a VERY STRONG drink your way,
you are SO right Tiff, it's just hard to remember that sometimes. I just have to have faith and remember - in God's time, not my own.
I'm just disappointed and don't feel I'm where I'm supposed to be.
Thanks girls!!!!
TTC #2 since 4/09
Unexplained Secondary IF
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4 failed rounds of clomid ~ 4 failed IUIs ~ 1 m/c
2/3/11: IUI #5 - Femara/Follistim/Ovidrel/Crinone = BFP (2/14)!!!
Beta #1 (12dpiui): 53 Beta #2 (14dpiui): 203 Beta #3 (20dpiui): 3932 Beta #4 (28dpiui): 60,775
1st U/S (3/3): 2 sacs & yolks 2nd U/S (3/8) 2 heartbeats-TWINS!
Baby A:6w6d HR 131 Baby B:6w4d HR 124
TWINS!! EDD 10/25/2011
you have every right to feel disappointed. just know that you are so far from a failure! you are a very intelligent, amazing, beautiful person! so don't let this setback hold you back. you know what they say, "good things come to those who wait"
oh Katie, I'm so sorry. I know you are miserable where you are at. Keep thinking good thoughts. Something will come up eventually.
BIG, no HUGE, hugs to you!
awwh, thanks Tiff. I needed to hear that.
I'm so sorry! I know how bad you wanted to make a change. I feel the same way about my job, and recently found out I was not chosen for a job that interviewed for a month or so ago.
Like you said, everything will happen in God's time....BUT, that doesn't mean it doesn't suck and it's not a big disappointment.
I hope things turn around soon!
natural m/c and d&c at 10 weeks - 1/24/2014
DX w/ hetero C677t and A1298C MTHFR - 3/4/2014
not yet, but I know it takes forever with them.
Plus, I don't know if I could take it anyways as the pay will be SIGNIFICANTLY lower and since I'm the bread winner, that would be hard. If we didn't have 2 mortgages, but ugh.