I used to be a very focused, organized person at work. Now that I'm back from maternity leave, all I think about is Max, home and what all needs to be done once I get home.
I am right there with you. Somedays/weeks/ periods are better than some but still feel like that sometimes and my son is almost 3!! It has helped to have some pics of him with me at work or something special planned for the next day off so I feel like I at least have quality time with him since I can't have the quantity right now.
When I first came back, I was worthless for a good month or two, between lack of sleep and my mind being elsewhere. Now I have good days and bad days. I hate to say it, but there's a lot of days where I don't think about him all that much during the day because I'm pretty absorbed in work.
Oh..I'm so glad you posted this! Day 2 back at work. I used to loooove my job, but they changed so many things while I was out that it's all very confusing. I feel like a fish out of water and to be quite honest, I could care less about work. I just keep missing DS and DH and thinking about pumping at work, errands and things to be done at home.
Re: anyone else have a hard time focusing at work now?