I was fine with the BFN yesterday, ready to wait for AF or take another pregnancy test in a few days, no big deal. Now I am sitting here crying throwing myself a major pity party because my temperature dropped. Now it is the end of the world, I am a failure for being sick and not being pregnant yet. OMG?!?! WTH is wrong with me?!?!? All I can think is that I am a big fat failure for having Multiple Sclerosis, that I am a horrible parent for not being pregnant and providing my child with a sibling now. I don't know how to get myself out of this funk, though it has only been this morning, I am generally very resiliant. I need to get over myself, take care of my beautiful baby boy, be thankful for all my blessings in my life and move on. I am so early on in the TTC #2 process, yeah there is added stress because my neurologist wants me KU or on meds asap and I started showing some MS symptoms after rolling DH's car in April which my Dr. still doesn't know about. I am just at a loss as to what is going on with me. I hope this pathetic pity party ends soon, I HATE crying or feeling sorry for myself. Thanks for letting me whine.
Re: WTH?!?!?!
Emotions are always valid, no matter what the cause behind them.
The good news is your temp's still way above coverline and by no means is an indication that you're out for this cycle.
Hope you feel better.
The Jackson Journey
Oh sweets. I am sorry you are having a rough one. You are in no fashion a big failure, and I commend you for dealing with everything on your plate.
Vent away, always happy to listen.