Trying to Get Pregnant

WTH?!?!?!

I was fine with the BFN yesterday, ready to wait for AF or take another pregnancy test in a few days, no big deal.  Now I am sitting here crying throwing myself a major pity party because my temperature dropped.  Now it is the end of the world, I am a failure for being sick and not being pregnant yet.  OMG?!?!  WTH is wrong with me?!?!?  All I can think is that I am a big fat failure for having Multiple Sclerosis, that I am a horrible parent for not being pregnant and providing my child with a sibling now.  I don't know how to get myself out of this funk, though it has only been this morning, I am generally very resiliant.  I need to get over myself, take care of my beautiful baby boy, be thankful for all my blessings in my life and move on.  I am so early on in the TTC #2 process, yeah there is added stress because my neurologist wants me KU or on meds asap and I started showing some MS symptoms after rolling DH's car in April which my Dr. still doesn't know about.  I am just at a loss as to what is going on with me.  I hope this pathetic pity party ends soon, I HATE crying or feeling sorry for myself.  Thanks for letting me whine.

Re: WTH?!?!?!

  • Keep your head up hun. You will get you BFP soon.
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  • I'm so sorry. Hang in there. I'm sending thoughts and prayers your way. You little boy is such a cutie, btw.
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  • I'm so sorry.
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  • Emotions are always valid, no matter what the cause behind them.

    The good news is your temp's still way above coverline and by no means is an indication that you're out for this cycle.

    Hope you feel better.

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  • I'm sorry you're having an emotional day. I don't know what to say that won't sound like a cliche but here is what my dad always said to me when I was upset about anything. All is well, you will be fine.
  • I'm sorry you're so frustrated!! Try and treat yourself to something nice this weekend!! That always helps me feel a little better:)
  • I'm sorry hun :(  I hope your day gets better.  Like pp said, it's still above the cover line. 
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  • I'm sorry it's hitting you hard today.  PM if you need to talk!
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  • Oh sweets. I am sorry you are having a rough one. You are in no fashion a big failure, and I commend you for dealing with everything on your plate.

    Vent away, always happy to listen.

  • I'm so sorry.  I hope you get your BFP soon.  Hang in there.  ::hugs::
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  • Thank you ladies!  I ran back to bed after posting and cried to my half awake husband and he attempted to comfort me, poor guy.  DS woke up and proceeded to do his smile and giggle, which added to my motivation to get over myself.  Apparently I just needed a good five minute cry.  Thank you again for all your encouragement.
  • Im sorry. Don't give up!
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