Another Lurker coming out of hiding-also an introduction

sawyer918 · June 2009

Hello Everyone,

I have been lurking for a week trying to get up the courage to introduce myself. I have to say, you girls are so great to each other and have helped me feel better even though I haven't talked to any of you yet. I found out last Thursday that my little angel only grew to about 5w2d and I was 7w4d. I had my D&E on Friday. I am not usually an emotional person but I found myself crying right before I was put under knowing that it was final. I am tearing up as I am typing this just thinking about it. I know things will get better in time, I just have to stay strong. We were told we can't TTC for 3 months and that is just killing me because I was so excited to be a mom soon! I probably sound like a crazy person right now. Sorry for the odd introduction. I also don't have any photos on here because I really don't know how to put them on. I think I figured out a ticker, but we shall see!

krate24 · June 2009

Sorry for your loss and welcome to the board. There's a great group of ladies on here, so you'll be able to find a lot of support.

May your stay here be short once you start TTC again!

WearingRed · June 2009

I am sorry for your lose. Welcome and I am glad we have cheered you up without even knowing it. I hope we can continue to help. Smile

SweetieD21 · June 2009

Welcome! This board is an awesome place for support, advice, and some laughs! I know those 3 months seem like a long time to wait, but they'll fly by faster than you would think. Plus, it will give you time to heal emotionally. After my D&E, I cried every day for like a week. Then the crying subsided a little bit, until finally I only cried if I was having a really terrible day or thinking about our sweet baby we lost.

Do you chart? I highly recommend it! It's a great tool, and really helps you know your body/cycles.

Putting pictures in your siggy is super easy: find a picture that you like, upload it to a hosting site, such as photobucket.com, or any other. Take the direct link, copy and paste into tinyurl.com. Take that tinyurl and put this code in your siggy: <img src=tinyurlcode here></img>

scooter999 · June 2009

Welcome! I am glad that you spoke up sooner than later. I started to feel better the more I talked with everyone on here....nice to have people who totally understand what you are going through! We will be here for you as much as you need us to be!

Hopefully your stay will be short and sweet with us!

nemattox · June 2009

I'm sorry for your loss, and welcome to the boards.

Jacquiemark · June 2009

Welcome! I am sorry for your loss and hoping that you are healing physically. This board and the MC/PL board have been a savior for me. It is nice to be able to talk and listen to people who have gone through the some of the same things. I hope you find support here and that your emotional journey is a peaceful one.

browniris · June 2009

I am so sorry for your loss! As some of the other ladies have said, this board really is a great place to get some extra support and laughs when you are going through a hard time. We can relate to what you are going through, even when it seems like nobody else can. Welcome to the board!

sunsetlove · June 2009

sorry for your loss.. the ladies here are wonderful.. ((HUGS))

KelinandKevin · June 2009

I am so sorry for your loss. I know it hurts like heck now, but I promise, it does get better with a little time. ?The ladies here are great and if it wasn't for them I would be a mess!

sawyer918 · June 2009

Thank you so much for all the support! I can't thank you enough for all the help you have provided already. It's so nice to know that I am not alone in all of this.

myafoo · June 2009

Welcome to the board! I am so sorry your going thru this. It is one of the most awful feelings ever. Just know that you have a lot of support here. I, myself, just came out from lurking this week, and I'm glad I did. I hope you will be able to try again very soon and you get your BFP in no time.

Good luck & God bless!

carasizemore · June 2009

Awww, believe me, you don't sound "crazy." It's so normal to feel like you are. We've all (unfortunately) been through it on this board. I'm so sorry for your loss. Big hugs to you and your DH. I hope that you don't have to stay on this board for too long. Welcome though.

KateAndMark · June 2009

So sorry for your loss. Welcome to the board. You will find some AMAZING ladies here and hopefully you will get to move over to SAL very soon.

knelli · June 2009

I am so sorry for your loss. Please dont think you sound crazy, this is the ONE place where everyone knows how you are feeling and what you are going through. Unfortunatly there are a lot of us here, but that means that there is that much more support.... we are a great group of girls and I think you will enjoy your time here with us.

I also rec. temping/charting. It is something I wish I did before we started TTC againg. I think it would be a great thing for you to do in these 3 months that you are waiting becaue it will give you time to get used to it. GL

jen-dale · June 2009

I just wanted to welcome you to the board and say how sorry I am that you are going through all of this. I hope you find all the support you can handle here...and of course hope that your stay can be short and sweet!

Thanks for introducing and coming out of lurkdome.

lacahab · June 2009

Sorry for your loss. I cried when I typed my first introduction back in November/December. I don't know how to do photos either. Welcome to the board. Here's hoping 3 months go real fast for you!

Strunella · June 2009

I am so sorry for your loss!! I hope you find comfort here during this difficult time. We've all been there!

OregonMama · June 2009

I'm so sorry for your loss. Welcome to the boards. Let yourself cry whenever you need to, we all know how that is. You don't sound crazy, you've just been through a tragic loss. We are all here for you.

(((Hugs)))