Crazy ass dreams.

Why I dream about my ex lately I don't know.

Short history:  I was engaged to a guy that cheated on me. I didn't heasitate to break it off and left him without another thought. A couple years later I meet DH. A couple years later...marry DH.   A couple years later...we're having a baby.

I have not talked to or even thought about my ex in AGES.  Now all of a sudden he's in my dreams and is of all things...my husband. CREEPS me the hell out.  I hate it. 

Last night I dreamt that I'm half way thru my pregnancy.  I'm talking to my husband (who in my dream starts out as my ex) and he says something stupid that totally gives him away and indicates he's cheating on me. I call him out. He gives me a guilty look and I just know he is.  That's all it took. Pretty much how it turned out in real life.  I give him a cold look and say, "I'm leaving you. I told you I would not tolerate this. I trusted you. Now I have to raise this baby by myself. Thanks. Get out."  And walk away. 

After that, in my dream, my ex transforms back to my real life husband. Same person. Just transformed. Gone is the ex- version.  I'm upset because the actions of the ex-version husband has converted over in the transformation. His transgressions are my real husband's transgressions.  I'm upset because not in a million years did I think my husband would do this and I'm going thru life at family events, parties, work, etc upset over the fact that I will raise this child alone and how do I tell people my husband did this?

I woke up kind of upset.  I hate my ex. He totally would do this. My husband would not in a million years.  Why the creep is haunting me now when that is so far buried in my past it doesn't affect me anymore...I don't know. 

 I can't figure out why I am dreaming these things. This is the 3rd I've had this past month. But usually when I tell about dreams like this. They stop.  Here's hoping that happens.