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I totally lied about being okay

superlupersuperluper
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Well not really. When I saw the BFN this morning I was being all positive and all "I'm okay" about it. Now I'm just freaking out. My DH is at work, I'm all alone, and I just can't quite calm down right now. I don't even know what to do.?

It's just funny because at my therapy appointment on Friday I was talking about how well I've been doing and now I feel like I'm totally crumbling.?

It's just funny how this is such an "up and down" journey where it's hard to know what's coming next. I think I might take a long walk and a bath. ?

oh please. not KU. effed up.
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  • sweetsarahsmileysweetsarahsmiley
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  • texas77texas77 member

    i'm sorry luper.  bfn's really suck.  its so hard when you think you are pg and then that stupid stupid test says otherwise.  try to calm yourself down or just cry, scream, break shiit and then maybe you can chill.  sometimes you just have to feel the way you feel and get it out. 

    oh you know one thing i do when i'm not feeling good emotionally is i go see a funny movie in the theater.  for some reason the cold dark theater and good expensive as hell food makes me feel better. 

    ((hugs))

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  • Mia07Mia07
    Katie!  Hang in there sweetie. We're all here for you, and I just know we WILL get our happy times, and think how much MORE special it will be knowing what we've all been through.  ((HUGS))
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  • lil_rhodylil_rhody member
    I'm so sorry hon. The mood swings are really rough. Enjoy your 3-day weekend, and I hope you get to take some time for yourself.
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  • carasizemorecarasizemore member
    Aw, I'm sorry!  ((hugs)) It really is a roller coaster ride!  It's maybe because you have time alone to yourself to process it right now...I wish we all lived close to each other. I'd totally come over with some wine and something yummy for you to eat: brownies, warm cookies, whatever you'd like!
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  • PeetiePiePeetiePie

    Did you get your long walk and bath in?  I hope it helped you feel a little better.

     (((((hugs)))))

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  • redshoegirlredshoegirl member
    I'm sorry hon...I know what it's like. You put on this brave face but you just feel like you're falling apart inside. I hope you found time for that walk and the bath...they should help make you feel better.
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  • thewarrensthewarrens member
    I am so so sorry you're having a rough time...  STUPID BFN's!!!!!  I'm really so sorry.  There is nothing I can say to make it better....  I am here for you though!
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  • MelissaM09MelissaM09
    I'm sorry sweetie. This TTC thing is enough to drive a girl insane. One minute you're up, the next you're down. Good luck next cycle. Big hugs.
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  • superlupersuperluper

    Thanks for the hugs and thoughts! I took a long walk with the dogs, took a nice bath, shaved, put on the fancy smelling lotion and now I'm just relaxing and watching TV.?

    I think I can, I think I can, I think I can . . . ?

    oh please. not KU. effed up.
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  • KK2004KK2004 member
    I'm sorry.  ((hugs))
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker M/C #1 - BFP 12/28/2008. Confirmed m/c at 6wks - blighted ovum on 1/9/2009. M/C #2 - BFP 6/16/2009. Confirmed m/c at 7wks - blighted ovum on 7/1/2009.
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